One Direction Imagines *Dirty and Clean* REQUEST OPEN!

Hiding-Zayn

I love Zayn. it's that simple, he is so caring and he always gets me what I need and want. I keep telling him that he doesn't have to spend money on me, but that never stops him. I'm not a gold digger, I am far from it! I love him for him,but maybe he feels bad because of what he makes me do. He makes me hide our relationship, we've been together for..... let's just say a while. I love him, I do,  but I don't know how much more I can take.

"Hey Paul!" I hugged him

"Hey y/n! How are you?" he asked

"I'm OK,  I guess" I whispered

"y/n" he sighed, he's the only one that knows about Zayn and I, the rest of the guys don't even know, how messed up is that?! The things I do for love.

"I know Paul, I know" I hung my head,  he kissed my forehead

"Just, take care of yourself, OK? Put yourself first" he said and walked away, leaving me in the boys dressing room to wait for Zayn. I have made up Zayn's mind for him,  I was going to tell the boys myself

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After what felt like forever, I heard their yells and screams coming from down the hall. They were always like that after their shows. I waited, and my hands got clammy, I thought I should just go and everything would be fine, but then the door opened and everyone went quiet. Zayn looked like he saw a ghost, I gave him the most pleading look I could, but he didn't do anything.

"Who are you?" Harry asked

"Y/n" I said quietly

"What are you doing back here?" Liam asked. I looked at Zayn,  tears threatened to fall

"She probably is some crazed fan." Zayn said "Paul!" he yelled,  and I couldn't keep it in any longer, I just cried

"Are you OK y/n?" Niall asked giving me a hug, I could feel Zayn tense as some other man touched me

"N-no, I'll just leave. You all did a great job tonight. Bye" I said and left

I'm done. 

I let Paul take me back to the flat that Zayn and I shared, the one he got me for feeling guilty. Asshole. I ran in,  grabbed as much clothes as I could and shoved it all into my suitcases and left. 

Paul drove me to the airport and walked me to the entrance "Thanks Paul" I whispered "For everything" I gave him a hug

"No problem love, take care of yourself, yeah?" I nodded my head.  He kissed my forehead, and let me go.  I'm going back to America, that's where my family is, and also sadly the place where I met him. 

Here goes nothing.

~~~Zayn'sPOV~~~

I watched her walk away, I have to go after her. She's probably home right now balling her eyes out.

I know. I know I'm an asshole, I know I'm a dick, I know that I buy her things just to make up for having her hide.  At first we did it because we both didn't want her to be bullied or anything by the fans, but after a while she wanted to make it public, and I convinced her to keep it a secret a little longer, I don't know how it got this out of control, but I've made her hide for...

two years

I know! I fucking know! I'm so stupid! it's not like I'm ashamed of her or anything, I honestly have no idea why I want to hide her,  maybe it's for protection or my own selfish reasons.

"Zayn! Mate!" I was brought out of my thoughts by Liam

"Yeah?" I whispered

"We were just talking about y/n, it's weird how she didn't go all 'fan-girly' right? It's just weird" he looked at me, there was something in his eyes, He knew. They all did. Shit.