~~~Zayn POV~~~
I'm a jealous person. I know it, the boys know, everyone knows it. Harry, my boyfriend of almost one year knows it. Which is why I don't understand why he would keep something from me, especially when he's sneaking around with Louis. I know they play up the 'bromance' for the media, but he knows he's mine, right? We fought management to be together and continue to fight so be can go public, but he's not making it any easier, by going out with Lou, to dinner and shopping. All i see in the paper and in the magazines is pictures of them together out during the day and it is not making me feel any better.
"Z, calm down. They are just friends" Niall said eating crisps
"He's being sercretive and mysterious, and that's not Harry, not my Haz" I said getting frustrated
"Zayn, chill" he said calmly
"How the hell am I supposed to calm down Niall?! What if it was Liam being like this? You wouldn't be calm" I yelled
"You're right, but you never know. It could be a surprise for you, just talk to him" he said, but i wasn't hearing it. If Harry wanted to act like this, well two can play this game.
"Oh no" Niall said
"What?" I asked
"Your gears are turning, I can see them. What are you going to do Zayn?" he asked worried
"Nothing, but we're going out tonight" I said, not asked
"Ok, I'll tell Liam" he said pulling out his phone
"No!" i said "Just us, me and you. That's it" I said and Niall sighed, but agreed
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That's what happened.
When Harry came home, i was all ready to go. i kissed his cheek and I was out the door and in Niall's car. he tried to talk me out of it and go in and just talk to Harry, but my stubborness took over and i just couldn't, so we went to the club.
Niall and I went out and partied, I didn't get drunk or anything, I actually hated it for the most part. I just wanted to be home with Harry, talking about his day while he rest his head on my chest and my arms around him, but he just has to keep his stupid secrets from me, and I know he's worried because he keeps calling me, but I can't bring myself to answer.
I know I'm being completely stupid and being an asshole and a dickhead, but I just love him so much it hurts and I just can't stand seeing him with someone else, even if it is with one of our best friends.
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When I got home it was around two in morning. I walked in quietly, or as quietly as i could but, it wasn't quiet enough
"Zayn?" i heard Harry whisper from the living room, I turned on the light and he ran to me and hugged me "Oh thank god! You're ok!" he mumbled into my neck "I was so worried about you" he said
"You were?" i said, the asshole coming out
"Yes" he said pulling away "Why wouldn't i be? You're my boyfriend" he whispered
"Oh really? I thought that was Louis!" i yelled, walking away from him and upstairs
"What?! What are you talking about?" he yelled and ran after me "Zayn! Answer me, what are you talking about?" he said as we got into the bedroom
I huffed in annoyance "I'm talking about you and Louis being all lovely dovey! Not just for the cameras! You are being all secretive and mysterious, it's not you Haz!" i yelled, his mouth fell open
"W-what? You think i'm cheating on you?" he asked "Is that what tonight was for?" he asked
I looked away, i couldn't look into his eyes, I nodded "That's the only thing that will explain how you've been acting lately, are you?" I whispered "Cheating?" I looked at him. I could see all the emotions swimming in his eyes. His eyes brimmed with tears
He took a deep breath to calm himself down "Do you want to know what i was really doing with Lou?" he asked, his voice craking at the end
"Yes" i whispered. i saw him walk to his bedside table and open the top draw. He pulled out a small black box.
"Happy fucking one year anniversay Zayn" he threw the box to my side of the bed and walked out the room, slamming the door behind him.
My mouth fell open as i slumped to the bed. He was getting me an anniversay gift. I feel horrible, I am horrible. He was trying to do something for me and I fucked it up, I always do.
I got up and ran othe bedroom and went to look for him "Harry!" I yelled through the house, I heard nothing but the rain and thunder that started "Please Haz!" i said shakily. He knows I'm a little scared of thunder and lighting, but i wouldn't be mad at him if he let me be by myself I deserve it. I was walking back to our room when I heard sobbing coming from our guest room
Harry.
I went to the door but it was locked, i sighed "Harry, please" resting my head against the door, just then thunder craked loudly through the dark night, making me jump.
All of a sudden the door was open and i was pulled in the dark room and put on the bed, under the covers. He got in, but turned away from me, I could hear his sniffles. That sound breaks my heart, knowing I caused that, by being nothing but stupid
"Harry?" i whispered, I turned to face his back, but I got nothing
"Harry please" i whispered, i moved closer, he didn't do anything
"Haz, baby please" i said and tried to cuddle him, but he pushed me away. Ok, that hurt....a lot. That was the first time he has ever done that
"Harry, please. I know I messed up, I'm scared" I whispered, fisting the back of his shirt
"it's just thunder, go to sleep" he mumbled
"No" i whispered "I'm scared you don't want me anymore" i whispered, he didn't say anything, but he moved. I moved my arms and pulled me to straddle him as he turned on his back. I didn't say anything, I just fisted the bottom of his shirt
"Zayn" he whispered, i couldn't look at him, especially after what i did "Z, baby look at me please" when I didn't say anything he moved me down on his lap and sat up, he cupped my face with his hands and made me look at him, and kissed me
"I love you" he whispered into my lips as he pulled away
"You do?" i asked
"Zayn, yes, I was mad, yes, you should have trusted me, I've never given you a reason to, and I never will, but if you are having a problem about something i'm doing, just come to me please, don't make me worry, please." he said looking into my eyes
"I'm sorry" i said to him
"That's a start, keep going" he smirked, making me laugh. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer
"I'm sorry and I love you" i said moving closer to his lips
"You're getting there" he whispered pulling me closer by the back of my thighs
"I do trust you Haz, I just get jealous, and I know I need to make that right, I love you so much and I can't loose you" I finished, I think I did a pretty good job
"I love you too Z" he closed the space between us and sealed everything with a kiss
I'm jealous, sue me. I love Harry and he loves me, and that's all that matters.
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Holy crab balls! i can't tell you guys how long this has been in drafts!
I saw how much you guys liked the Niam Bromance imagine i did, i did this one.
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