One Direction Imagines *Dirty and Clean* REQUEST OPEN!

Nerd- Harry (p. 3)

Hi! So, I got someone who commented on the last part of this and I was so damn exited!!! I never really get a lot of comments on these, so it makes me happy when someone tells me that they like a certain imagine. So without further adieu, here it the third part of this imagine, again I'm not sure it I'll end it here, or continue... Let me know, I could turn this into a mini imagine series or something? Idk lol

Enjoy!!
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*** Harry's POV ***

I watched as she ran into her house and slammed the door, meaning she essentially shut me out for forever. This isn't what I wanted it happen, this isn't what I needed to happen. I need to get through to her that I'm sorry and that she can trust me... again.

Dammit, I really messed this one up.

I drove home and just sulked all day, what am I supposed to do in school when I see her? Plus, everyone saw what happened and I'm pretty sure everyone knows by now what happened and that just makes me feel even fucking worse! That part wasn't my fault, it was all Jake.

He was the one that showed it to everyone.

But it was YOUR phone,  and YOU gave it to him Harry.

God! I hate the voice in my head, it makes me feel stupid

You are stupid? Duh!

"Ugh! Shut up!" I yelled out loud

"Hey, what's wrong?" Gemma, my sister asked

"Nothing...something... Everything!" I yelled flopping back onto my bed.

"Spill" Gem said laying next to me

I sighed and spilled everything, all of it. How I was hanging out with Jake and what he dared me to do... And how stupid I was to accept it and about y/n and how I liked her, like really liked her and then ruined my chances with her be becoming Jake, and that's when I realized I had turned into Jake and I thought I was going to be sick...

"Harry? Haz? Are you OK?" Gemma asked worriedly next to me as I sat up

I nodded warily "yeah, I think so"

"OK, good" she said and then smacked me on the back of the head

"Ow! What the hell Gem!? That hurt!" I yelled

"Good, you deserved much more for what you did to that girl, that's absolutely horrible and I can't believe I'm actually looking at my brother right now. The Harry I know would never treat a girl like that, and I'm disgusted by you" she said and stormed off

Great, now my sister hates me. I hate me...

You should.

That fucking voice! Ok, that's it. No one wants to be near me right now and I don't want anyone, besides her... but she doesn't want me. There's only one thing that will get rid of this feeling.

Alcohol.

***Y/n POV***

I got in the house and ran straight up to my room and threw myself onto my bed and just cried.

He's lying, you know that. Y/n, he's lying to you and he can't be trusted. No one can...

That's what my inner voice was telling me and I was believing her, I don't mean anything to him. I never did.

I brought my finger tips up to my lips, I could still feel them tingling from when he kissed me in his car, I could feel his hand that he placed on the side of my neck, craddling my face, right before I ripped myself away from him and slapped him... He deserved it! My anger, gratefully, coming back. He deserved it, and he deserves much more.