Mental | Jungkook

Chapter 41

My mouth fell wide open, the expression on my face was if I saw a ghost.. but really I saw something sick. I gulped, I was struggling to breathe without throwing up because of the stench in here.

What I was witnessed was jungkook on floor unconscious, but that wasn't just was terrified me.. it was the fact that his face swollen up with a bruise on his right cheek and what also looked like his lip was cut. There were stains of blood just around his collar, he was bare feet and I could see purple around his legs which looked like bruises also.

His hands were red and I could see dried up blood surrounding his nails. He was in the corner and it looked liked he curled up but then lost consciousness and let his body drop.

I bolted my way up to him and knelt down, I put my index finger under his nose to check if he was breathing or not.. Damn it.. I couldn't feel it at all.

I was breathing heavily while wheezing a little that anyone around me could have heard it, my heart was beating fast and I prayed for my next test to work "please.. PLEASE!" I said to myself.

I placed my two fingers on the side of his neck to check for a pulse, after about two minutes of not giving up I felt a little pulse. He was barely alive but luckily he WAS alive, I sighed in relief and thanked for it.

I started to shake his shoulders hoping for the best.

"jungkook... JUNGKOOK! WAKE UP!" I cried. "PLEASE I NEED YOU ALIVE!" His lips slightly parted and his eyes were shut closed, still no movement coming from him.

I became weak myself seeing him in this state, I broke into tears and stuffed my head on top of his chest gently "wh-what the hell happened to y-you, can't you s..see I need you.." I wept, not caring tears were soaked on his clothes

"I don't.. I don't want you dead.."

"who s..said I was dead?"

Suddenly I stopped weeping and froze...

did I hear what heard correctly?

Or am I just imagining things..

I could feel his chest rising and then dropping.. then rising.. then dropping, the sound of him breathing lightened me up.

I let go of him to take a better a look, he opened his eyes a little and stared back at me. He gave me a weak smile, "did you m..miss me that much?" He coughed and gagged a few times as he tried to get up, but he was struggling to lift himself and dropped on the ground again.

"no no! Your body is too weak, here let me help you" I quickly wrapped his arm around my shoulder and used all the force that I have to lift him up, he was pretty heavy but I managed.

But as I tried walking with him out of the room he stopped suddenly "no.. I can't.. I can't leave here..." he said.

"Why wouldn't you want to leave here??" "He'll notice I'm out and... who knows what will happen"

"not on my watch, I have everything figured out, don't worry okay! Just trust me on this" we walked but he stopped again, "wait..." he said, "something the matter now?" I asked him.

"Where are we going? I.. I can't go to my dorm, Taehyung will be there and- he can't see me like this..."

"don't worry, we aren't going there! I'm taking you to the infirmary" he nodded in agreement.

As we arrived there, I took out my keys and opened the door. I told him to lay down on the bed and sat beside him. "You need new clothes" I said as I looked at his old clothes which were dirty and had stains of blood on them, he also looked at his own clothes.
"Oh! Where did these come from?" He said as he lifted his collar up for a better look.