Mental | Jungkook

Chapter 43

"I said I was going to show you right?" He said with a side smirk placing his hands on the persons shoulder that was next to him.

"Leave him alone!
PLEASE!
He did nothing wrong!
You're the only only one here that's making everything worse..." I cried.

Suho started to chuckle "Are you sure I was the one who did the wrong thing?" He leaned his head closer to the persons ear. "Who did this to you?" He asked, the person slowly lifted their finger up and pointed at my direction.
I gulped, what the hell was going on??

"She... she did this to me,
she's the one who hurt and abused me this whole time. I.. I remember it.." he said with an expressionless face.

"J-jungkook..." I said to myself, jungkook let a tear run down from his bruised purple left eye.

"h-how could you?" He wept. I slowly shook my head, shattered to see him cry.. but also the fact that he thought I was the one.

"It wasn't me? IT WASN'T ME WHO DID IT!"

"HOW COULD YOU! I thought we were friends (Y/N), don't tell me you're doing this all because you're still mad at me from our first encounter.. I..I said I was sorry!" His voice sounded really hurt, as if his last piece of happiness was gone and all was left was sadness.

I slowly walked to up to him and tried to push his hand gently down which was still pointing at me "Of course I forgave you, Jungkook you know I would never do this to you, I would never take it this far-"

"DONT TOUCH ME!" He shouted as he swatted my hand.

I shot my eyes at Suho, "w-what did you do to him..." my voice was shaking and I almost was about to burst into tears but held back, I didn't want to show him I was defenceless.

"What do you mean? I didn't do anything" he replied. "You son of a-" I said as I raised my hand, clenched it and was about to throw a punch at Suho until I was stopped. I looked to see at who gripped my wrist tightly.

"don't hit him." Jungkook straightforwardly said to me. His tears stopped, his voice became deeper... soulless.

I shook my arm but he held it too tight "You're hurting me! What are you doing?" I cried. He didn't say a word, his eyes were fixed on me without even blinking almost as if he was a statue.

"aaaHHhh GOD, WILL YOU LET ME GO?" I raised my voice, "that's enough now jungkook" said Suho behind him, he was obviously enjoying this a lot.

He patted jungkook on his back a few "let's go back to your dorm aight buddy? We wouldn't want your roommate to notice you're awake right?" He said while dragging jungkook away with him, leaving me.. alone in the room, replaying what just happened.. it all seemed so unreal, it's a dream right?

-Three days later-
I had a two day off, I should have been happy that I finally had rest but all I could ever think about was that night. I sat on the couch for almost the whole day, with the curtains closed and not even a little daylight shining on my face. I wasn't bothered to do any activities at all for the two days.

Suho was right, I can't tell anyone about what he did to the patients... to jungkook. It all didn't make sense though.. why would jungkook think I was the one who did it to him? I've been taking care of him so many times.. I even thought him and me have gotten really close to each other, I really don't know what the fuck is happening.

I guess I have to keep quiet, it will be hell but.. I can't tell anyone about it since jungkook, a witness could tell everyone that I did it, even though I didn't and I know I would never ever hurt him in any way.

I avoided jungkook as much as I could the next few days, I told Taehyung to bring the food to him since I didn't want to go there with him thinking I was the one who hurt him, it really made me upset I was no longer seeing him. Even though I really want to see how he's doing, if his wounds were healed or not but I just couldn't even look at his face, and I don't want him to look at mine... the face of someone who physically hurt him, at least... to him I was.

"Miss (Y/N)!" Taehyung called to me, I went up to him and greeted him.

"Jungkook is asking where you are and that he wants to talk to you" I shooked my head.

"N-no, I can't.. I'm really busy these days so.. I can't, excuse I have to go!" I said as I quickly left him.

-The next day-
I had to avoid three people now. Jungkook, Suho and Taehyung, the reason for Taehyung was in case jungkook asked him to tell me to visit him, even though it was really hard to avoid tae since he always talks to me.

Suho hasn't said one word to me after that night, I was perfectly fine with him not talking to me, but whenever we would pass each other he would crack a smile. As for jungkook, it was pretty easy to avoid him since he was in his room these past days due to his body not stable to walk a lot.

But that all changed after today.. it was better to avoid him, I got used to it but.. I guess it was finally time to face him.

As I making my way to the staff room for my break I felt someone touch my shoulder, I rolled my eyes thinking it was Suho, what the hell does he want now?

I sighed. "You should really stop-"

I stopped mid-sentence, my eyes became wide due to who was facing in front of me right at this moment.

"Where were you? I needed to talk to you! Plus Taehyung is bossy when he feeds me, it was better when you did it." Jungkook said to me as he frowned.

I froze... is this seriously THE jungkook... the one who accused me of hurting him?
I was shocked, I could only stare at him.

He waved his hand in front of me, "um.. (Y/N)? Hellooo?" He cooed. I blinked multiple times "ah.. yes.. um, can I ask you something?"

He nodded "sure, what is it?"

"D-do you remember about that... night?" I asked.

"Which night?"

He was clueless,
"the... the night.. where.. you know.. the night" I said as I moved my eyes up and down with my eyes going wide then normal then wide.

"You mean when I was in the silent room? And why is your face suddenly weird?" He asked me.

"No not that night"

"then sorry, no. I don't recall anything about a specific night, why?"

"Oh.. it's nothing, forget about it" I said.

"Hm.. well alright then." He gently lifted my arm just between the elbow and wrist.

"what happened to you? Oh my god who did this?" He asked me worriedly looking at my wrist which had dark red bruises.

I quickly shook my arm away from him and held it behind me "Oh, no one! just a robber that I encountered on the streets, luckily there was other people surrounding me who caught him on time, no need to worry!" I laughed.

"Well that's good then!" He smiled at me, little did he know that he was the cause of my bruise.

He then gently grabbed my other hand, "well, I've made something for you." He grinned to himself as he wrapped something around my wrist.

"Oh my god.. did you make this? Or did Taehyung" I was stunned.

"Ah no! Not Taehyung ugh" he said disappointedly.

"You made this? Last time I check you struggled real bad!" I laughed,  "Taehyung teached me how, and... finally when I knew, I was so proud of what I made...
I.. I decided you should have it" he scratched the back of his ear and looked away.

"You're adorable" I smiled.

"heh.."

I didn't even notice I was blushing.

-TBC-