Mental | Jungkook

Chapter 25

-JUNGKOOKS POV-

"LET ME OUT OF HERE!" I shouted while banging on the big metal door that they locked me up in.

My eyes were a little watery, "Please... It's her.." I sighed and decided to give up since all I've been doing is screaming these past weeks.

I was upset I didn't get a chance to actually kill her, she's the reason I'm here and I'm not letting her win.

I dropped on the corner of the empty room and curled myself into a ball since it was a bit chilly. After about two hours of doing nothing but thinking I got myself to sleep as my eyes were droopy, sure it didn't feel comfortable since there was no bed or anything so I kept on moving.

I woke up and was completely confused "wait... why am I here?" I said to myself, I don't even remember coming to this room in the first place, it was a tiny room completely empty.

I got up and walked towards the door, it was locked. I don't understand. I banged a little in case someone came but no one did.

I sadly sighed and sat myself down on the floor. I eventually fell asleep again.

I dreamt of my father which I've been doing for a while now, I would wake up to find out I was crying in my sleep.. and knowing that all my nightmares are actually true. Every morning when I wake up, I would hope that this whole thing is just a big nightmare and everything would be back to the way it is, I missed my father so much, how was doing?

Is he fine without me?

Did he get a new job?
Maybe he won't have to pay a lot since his son is not here, that's the only advantage I guess of being here.

Taehyung was the only one who I interacted with for a while, he would have nightmares often also, I eventually got used to it.

To be honest it seemed like he had a very dark past also, he told me a little about it but I didn't want to bother him about it more and change his mood so I kept quiet.

Other than that he was an interesting guy and I guess he was the only thing actually keeping me human instead of being insane from being lonely.

I felt close to him as if he were my best friend for ages, which was strange since it's only been a few weeks.

I would continuously wake up and then fall back asleep since it was the only thing to do here, there was a little window in the middle of the door, sometimes when I'm bored I would look through it.. hell im bored the whole time actually.

I didn't know what time of the day it was or how long I've been here, but it felt like years.

As usual, I decided to take a nap.

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I shot my back up and breathed heavily "wha- what-" I said to myself while running my fingers through my hair

"she.. I thought... " my eyes rolled side to side as memories came rushing through, I finally remembered!

I.. I choked someone thinking it was mia.. I swear to god I thought it was her! That poor girl.. she looked frightened to death, at this moment I felt really guilty I did that to someone I don't even know, how could I think it was her?!

They don't even look alike! I then realised this happened to me before, this isn't my first time, this exactly happened when I thought that woman was my mother and my emotions changed.

The drug I got injected with must still be inside me.. but how? It's been weeks! It should be gone by now.. strange.

*Clank*

I heard a sound coming from the right side of me, I turned my head and found out it was the door as it began to creak open.

"It's time for you to get out now" said the guard as he yanked my arm up and dragged me into my dorm.