Can't sleep, Love~ [Tord X Reader Lemon]

Why me?

You took a deep breath. Tord examines your facial expressions carefully, just so he knows when he did something wrong, like hurt you. He did care about hurting you, so he didn't listen. You pull a pillow over your face, embarrassed of your reactions and facial expressions. He rolled his eyes, starting to thrust into you. You moan loudly. "S-So T-Tight..." He huffed. It feels like you're tearing on the inside. His accent made it sound almost angelic I guess. You clawed his back, feeling the scars, new and old ones. "Mpmh. Tord. A-Are these scars?" You ask surprised. You tried to squirm put from under him, which also didn't work. He continued to thrust, and you gripped the sheets. "T-Tord! Wait!" You yell. His thrusts became slower, coming to a stop. He was clearly annoyed. "What's wrong, little finch~?" He asks passionately. "Why do you have so many scars, and some are new!" You ask helplessly. His ears became hot. "HOW MANY GIRLS DID YOU SLEEP WITH?" You yell. "Y/N! PLEASE HEAR ME OUT!" You tried to get out of his grasp, he overpowered you and you sobbed silently. "Let me go.. I fucking hate you.." You say under your breath. Tord struck you a look. "Y-You hate me..?" His thick Norwegian accent said traumatically. He lets you up and you put a sheet over you. He runs to the bedroom door with a key and locks it, placing in a high place out of your grasp. "Why are you doing this to me.." You whimper. "Y/n, They weren't from other girls.." He says innocently. "Whatever, go back to your hoes, I don't wanna see you.. ever again.." you say ignoring his reaction. "Oh please, you tried to seduce me before, what makes you think i'm bot gunna think you didn't do it to other girls.." You say, sobbing.

"Just let me go.." you cry.
"I didn't get these from other women." He says dramatically.  You look around the bedroom. Knifes, machetes, bombs, everything you can think of. You started to doubt your thoughts. He's right, but they seemed from other women by the way they were marked. Crazy girlfriend, thats what you thought. If he was cheating on her with you. No.

You couldn't even hear yourself think by now. Everything just kept, shouting at you. I'm such an idiot.

"Is this how you think of me? A sex offender? You think I sleep with a different woman every night?" He asked softly. "Yeah, I get that alot." He rolled his eyes. 

He was a criminal.
And not only for stealing your heart in the time. You usually don't fall for a guy so quickly. You seen it all, but no one was like Tord. He enjoyed sun rises and often shared his feelings with you. Bullshit.
come on? A guy like him, share his feelings with you. What a joke you thought.
"Listen, y/n you missed so much of my life you only touched the surface, don't be so quick to judged, if you love me you wouldn't." He said staring down at you. You stared at him solemnly