Can't sleep, Love~ [Tord X Reader Lemon]

New member.

Tord's POV

My eyes slowly shift open. I am scared by my surroundings, forgetting where I am I jump out. I breath heavy gripping the couch, You then see y/n laying down on the other side of the couch on her phone above her head. I calm down, and fall back into my position. Y/n looks up from her phone and sees that I'm up and jumps on me. "YOU HAD ME WORRIED SICK OH MY GOD IM SO HAPPY YOU'RE UP!" She yells happily. She lays her head on my chest. "Yes, yes, happy days, now get off me." I push her off and she falls. I laugh and she gets up. "Ouch." She says walking away. I grab her waist and pull her onto me.

Your POV

"Hm." You roll your eyes. "I need to say something, y/n." He explained. "What is it?"  You ask, crossing your legs. He shifts his hands tighter around your waist. "My... place as Red Army Leader, they say you are a distraction to me, and you.. need to go.." He said said under his breath. You stood silent. You tried to get off him but he refused to let you go. You started to cry. "Listen, there has to be a better solution for this.." Tord explained, trying to brighten the mood. You just sat on him, breathing quickly with tears running down your face.
Great
Perfect.
I should have listened to my instincts. How could I have been so blind? I gave Tord everything. I shared everything with him. Everything that was mine, was his as well. Kinda. Tord means so much. And he is letting me go. I see this, always. This is just perfect. Guys always leave me, and they have no choice. And my heart breaks every time.  "T-Tord. It would be best if you just leave." You said with tears flowing down your flushed cheeks. He stares at you, concerned. He lets go of your waist and you get up. "P-Please, just leave me alone." You covered your face with your hands, wiping your tears. He gets up, and walks to the door. "Y/n... I can't leave you like this." He explained in awe. "I'm fine." You tried to explain. "Yes, you're TOTALLY fine." He said sarcastically. "Listen, i'm not in the mood." You say, wiping a tear from your pink eyes. Your face was red. He stared at you. He regretted saying anything. A tear ran down his face and he pushed the door violently and ran out. The door banged against the wall and he steamed walking back to his house. You sat on the couch and cried. This can't be happening. "Please, y/n. Please wake up from this nightmare." You said burying your face in the pillow.

Tord's POV

Tears streamed down my face. Once again my work interferes with my social life. I ran back to my house.

My thoughts were screaming.
Why did you do that. Tord, this isn't the end, it can't be. I couldn't think straight. I ran inside and locked the door and closed all the shades. I go upstairs to my room and I pull a lever. You could hear mechanisms in the background. It opens and I glared at my personal journal sitting next to the blueprints of the next giant robot and my hat sitting on the side. I groan loudly and I push the blueprints and the hat off. I grab a pen and write in my journal. The pen shook uncontrollably in my hands and I took a deep breath and open to a fresh page.

Journal Entry #13
The Red Team Leader.

Once again, my job interfered with my life. I cannot go on with this. I've had many girls on me, I am not going to lie. But y/n was special and I couldn't give her up for anything. I haven't had feelings since, Katya, the dudette next door. Please, help me.

Journal Entry Finishes.

My tears stream down and drops scatter all over the paper. I close it, and lay my head on it, panting.

That's when I got an idea.
I pressed buttons, selecting fabrics and stitching them together.
After 6 hours of work, there it was.

I held up a Red Army uniform.
"Looks like we're getting a new member." I laughed.