Soukoku - Silent Understanding

7

"Chuuya~ Chuuya~ Wake up my beautiful little hatrack or I'll kiss you~" Dazai's annoying voice purred out, breaking Chuuya out of his slumber.

He instantly shot up, finding Dazai and moving away from him. What was going on? Where was he? "What the hell did you do, shitty Dazai," Chuuya growled out, surveying his surroundings. He was definitely not in his house but instead laying on some couch in an unknown place.

"I didn't do anything Chuuya, at least not yet," Dazai murmured, standing up to let Chuuya look around the room."I realized that you never told me where you lived so I decided to just take you to my house. No worries, I live alone~"

"Huh," Chuuya said, trying to get off the bed. Dazai pushed him back down without further explanation except murmuring that he needed rest.

"Want anything to eat?" Dazai asked, not waiting for Chuuya to answer before he went into the open kitchen to make him some food. He wasn't exactly sure what his Chuuya liked but he was determined to make him something absolutely delicious.

Chuuya laid on the couch in silence and then got up and moved into a sitting position. He didn't understand why Dazai was doing this. Sure they had this unspeakable bond but that didn't mean he had to go to such lengths for him. He could have killed himself stopping Chuuya like that.

Chuuya regularly had rage fits like where his whole body seemed to just explode with power and his mind slowly detached from his body as he destroyed everything in his path without a second thought. It was one of the reasons he was abandoned at a young age and for Dazai to stop it so easily was unheard of.

Chuuya didn't know what to think, should he thank the man or scold him for being so reckless...being reckless for him. Just the thought made Chuuya's face steam. He didn't understand the feelings Dazai stirred up inside him, all he knew is that they were intense and scary and felt really good.

"Chuuya," Dazai said in a serious voice, cutting off Chuuya's thoughts."Why were those guys after you?"

Chuuya sighed, he knew this was coming and really didn't want to talk about it but he couldn't avoid the inevitable."They are just some lowlives out for revenge. The bastard that was leading the group, Bernard or whatever his name was, well awhile back I broke his nose because he pissed me off so he's out for revenge. Nothing serious."

"Anything involving you is a serious matter to me, Chuuya," Dazai responded nonchalantly.

Chuuya's heart clenched at Dazai's words. There was no way he just said that, that was to much for Chuuya to handle. How could he respond to that? How could this bandage wearing freak know exactly what to say to Chuuya all the time? Nothing made sense.

"Alright, foods ready~" Dazai cheered, walking towards Chuuya with a plate of his own specialty meal. He bent down on one knee in front of Chuuya, holding out the plate to him."For you."

Chuuya took it with reluctance. He looked down at the meal and noticed that it wasn't even a meal. He could smell the stench of death coming off it and couldn't even make out what was inside it because the black char that seemed to coat over the whole thing. It was uneatable.

"Well?" Dazai said, literal sparkles surrounding him."I made it with my own two hands and I'm sure once you have a bite you will be so overwhelmed that you will just run into my arms and tell me all about how much you have missed me these past months. And then we will both skip into the sunset together and off a bridge in a wonderful double suicide!"

Chuuya takes back anything he priorly said. Dazai was a crazy suicidal bandage wasting device and he hated him. How could he be so protective and suicidal at the same time?

"Huh? Chuuya, why aren't you eating anything? Did my beautiful words stun you that much? Aw, so cute~" Dazai purred out, mostly talking nonsense.

Chuuya's brow twitched and then he threw the plate at Dazai in a fit of rage. He was such an idiot! And stupid dumb idiot and Chuuya couldn't stay around him any longer."I'm leaving!" Chuuya shouted, getting up and stomping in the direction he assumed the front door would be.

"Wait Chuuya don't go!" Dazai shouted, chasing after him. It was to early for him to go. Dazai still had things he wanted to tell the shorter man. Things couldn't end now.

Dazai caught up to Chuuya just as he was opening the door. He grabbed onto the back of Chuuya's collar, yanking him back and shutting the door."Don't go yet, please."