1: Dumbass

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Kageyama's POV |1024 words|

6:02pm

I gaze over at Hinata, my fellow classmate and teammate that's wheeling the ball cart back into the storage room.

Recently, Tanaka and Nishinoya had the genius idea of separating everyone into pairs, and then giving them a particular day of thr week where they have to stay behind on clean-up duty

But it's obvious that Tanaka and Nishinoya had this all planned out to begin with, after looking at the Timetable

Mon: Tsukki and Yama
Tue: Kags and Hinata
Wed: Daich and Suga
Thur: Noya and Asahi
Fri: Lucky dip

I mean, Seriously, How did Dachi and Suga even approve of this?

Yachi often stays behind and helps everyone out on most nights, However she's been sick these past few days, Leaving Hinata and I alone to do our share of work.

And I will admit I do like being alone with Hinata, It Gives me more time to stare at him, smiling like a idiotic lovestruck fool while he remains oblivious to all of this.

I stoped denying my crush on him quite a while ago, There was no point in denying my feelings once I realized they weren't going away.

Luckily none of the other team members have picked up on it yet, which is also great, because i can't even imagine the embarrassment I'd be in if they did.

Especially if it was Tanaka or Nishinoya

I watch Hinata push the ball basket over into the storage room, Because even something incredibly plain like that can entertain me, As long as it's Hinata doing it.

"Lazyama! Do something seeing you complain about me so often!"

I snap out of my little fantasy, Now staring harshly at the small ginger.

"Tch, Make me! I've been do-"

Hinata kicks the Volleyball I was sitting on straight from under my ass, resulting in me falling over onto my ass from the sudden release of pressure.

"Grr- YOU DON'T KICK VOLLEYBALLS YOU DUMBASS-"

"THEN HOW WAS I MEANT TO GET YOU TO HELP!? I'VE BASICALLY DONE ALL THE WORK!"

It's true, I look around to see the GYM basically all packed up. I only helped about ten percent of the time, The only thing I actually did was throw stray balls in his direction, purposely missing one hundred percent of the time.

"I'll make it up to you next week, Let's get going" I snarl, standing back up on to my feet

Despite having a crush on Hinata I still treat him like shit, Which probably is the worst thing I could do in this situation like this.

Hinata wonders out of the GYM leaving me to lock it up, he get his bike from wherever he keeps it as I wait from out the front of the school for him.

Even though I treat him like shit, We still walk home together, Because we live in the same general direction as eachother (not really)

I see the ginger approaching me with his bike, I give him a slight nod before we start walking off together.

....

Silence.

It's a crescent moon tonight, making it relatively dark outside instead of the regular Moon-lit mountain we usually walk home to.

Sigh

I've had a crush on Hinata for so long now it's just another aspect of my life, just another thing I wake up to in the mornings.

Sometimes I can't even tell if he's being serious with the insults he gives me, Because I'm sure as hell not.

Yeah we "Hate" eachother, but yet we still do things like this together, We have the same classes, so we often do partner work together, We normally eat lunch out near the vending machines with eachother, and we always walk home together.

It's these little things that I like, And I wouldn't want them any other way.

.......

After a bit, we approach the area where we normally part our ways....

I'll get to see him tomorrow.

"Night Hinata"

"See ya Kags"

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The Next Day

Practice, 3:59pm

We're doing spiking drills, with everyone taking turns throwing balls up into the air and the others of us taking turns spiking it down.

Yachi must still be sick, as she is absent today as well....

I'm sitting back on a bench finishing my milk, just watching Hinata spike his balls down, a small grin appearing on my face from gawking at the smaller boy.

And apparently a blush too, Because Yamaguchi approaches me before sitting down next to me.

We just sit and watch for awhile, I'm  not expecting Yamaguchi to say anything. But to my suprise, he turns to me and-

"This is weird, But what colour do you reckon the dress is?"

I stare at him, obviously intimidating him because he jumps back.

"Isn't that like, So old by now?" I tell him, still staring hom down.

"W-well yeah, But while we were walking home yesterday Nishinoya brought it up and-"

"Blue and Black" I reply bluntly, Almost immediately after I hear- "HAHAHA FUCKERS, CURRY BUNS ON NOYA TONIGHT"

"SCREW YOU! IT'S TOTALLY WHITE AND GOLD-"

"It's dead" Tsukki interupts while spiking a ball down.

"Same" I hear Suga mumble under his breath, Before taking his turn to set a ball up.

"Awww, I voted towards white and gold"

Hinata's voice immediately stands out from the rest of the whining and arguing. I suddenly feel 298261625510871% Worse about picking black and blue

"What did you pick Ennoshita?" Yamaguchi questions.

"Huh? Oh! I went Gold and white!" He replies, sitting down on the opposite side to me.

"Same here, Although I can see both-"

I block the rambling out, and just focus on Hinata hitting his spikes, It's satisfying to me, Well, pretty much anything Hinata does is satisfying to me...

I get a grip back onto reality, I listen to Yamaguchi and Ennoshita discussing something about Facebook....

I feel an urge...

An Urge to tell them.

I've never told anyone I'm gay, Not even Hinata. And feel like it would be a pretty big risk to tell them now...

What the fuck why do I want to do this.

"Hey uh, Guys?" I ask, Them both now shifting their attention to me.

"Yeah?" They say in unison.

"I've...I've got something to tell you" I add, softening my voice.

They look very intrested in what i have to tell them, As I never really talk like this around them.

"I uh.." I trail off...

"Sorry...It's just..."

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