Positive

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Bex's POV
I sit on the edge of the bathtub with a scared but excited feeling deep inside my stomach. I stare at the pregnancy test as I question my self,am I really ready to bring another human into the world and raise a child? As I wait for the test,the anticipation bubbles up inside me ,ready to explode like a volcano.
Positive,it's positive. Suddenly a huge uncontrollable smile creeps onto my face as the realisation sets in. I am going to have a child, this is everything I've ever wanted, to raise a child and have a family. I sit in the bathroom fantasising about what is to come when my daydreams are interrupted by the sound of the door handle turning and my boyfriend jacks voice outside in the hall.
"Bex are you in there?" He asks with a husky voice. As he enters the room I look up and hide the test behind my back. My face still plastered with a huge smile I look at him and reply with a slight giggle in my voice." Yeh babe I'm in here" .
"What's that gorgeous smile for?" He asks intrigued, grabbing my hips pulling me towards him. "I have something to tell you" I say the excitement practically bursting out of me. "I'm pregnant,we're gonna have a baby".
Suddenly his face turns from a playful smile to look of what can only be described of pure dread. I look at his eyes for a hint of excitement but nothing can be detected. "Well aren't you excited" I say attempting to pull him into a kiss. He looks down at the floor and pushes my away putting his hands on his head walking back to the bed room. I quickly followed him and found him sitting on the bed with a look of nervousness and dread all over his face. "We can't have a baby Bex, were not ready".
"Of course we are"I say trying to reassure him." I'm sorry but I can't have a child"
"Look everything's going to be okay,your going to be a great dad" I say putting my hand on his shoulder trying to calm him down."no" he says, his voice quickly turning into an shout.
He grabs my wrist his words filling with anger, "it's me or that baby" he screams, my eyes filling with tears. I look down at the floor with fear,closing my eyes,hoping this would all just stop. "Well!" he cries pushing me into the wall knocking of the photo frames and shattering them into pieces. I couldn't say a word, I can't choose between him my child,the only thing that was on my mind was how I just wanted to get out of here. "Okay if that's what you want,good luck raising this child alone" he scolds slamming the door behind him.
Feeling terrified and alone I sink down onto the floor and lay there sobbing wishing I could just have someone to be with me right now. I grab my phone from the bedside table and scroll through my numbers, I click on the contact 'Lana' and the tone starts to murmur. After a couple of seconds the brunette answers with a cheery "hey sis what's up". Struggling to control my self I manage to get out " Lana I need you" uncontrollably sobbing down the phone. "Her voice suddenly turns to a concerned panicked tone. "Bex what's wrong are you okay?" . I don't manage to force any words out to respond I just cry hoping she would come and save me. "I'm on my way Bex, don't move, I'm coming" she
says clearly out of breath as she was running towards her car. As the call ends I just lie on the cold floor alone and panicked.

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