Goodbye

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Bexs POV
As the service finishes and everyone leaves I sit solemnly staring into floor. My mind is empty, I didn't think I would ever have to imagine a life without him, but now this is my reality. I slump down still staring as someone approaches,sitting beside me silently.My best friend needn't say a word,she just lay my head on her chest and ran her fingers through my hair as we both sat together holding each other. After a couple of minuets the silence was broken by the sound of my sobbing into Lanas dress, "oh bexles, i hate to see you like this" she says starting to tear up herself. "I just miss him" I whisper mascara running down my face. "I know, I know I do to, we all do" she comforts scraping my hair behind my ears. "Just please please don't leave me" I sob clinging on to her as tightly as I can. "I promise you I will be here for you through everything okay, I have always been here and that's not gonna change anytime soon" she reassures taking my hand. After her kind words,we both sobbed for a few minutes until I decided it was time to pick myself up attempt to carry on. As I got up out of my seat I straitened out my black dress so it flowed around my knees.Lana took my hand and we both walked out of the church supporting each other.

November 14th
Lanas POV
As light shone through my window,I open my eyes and immediately the thought of Bex enters my mind. Slowly opening the door I spot her laying on the bed still in her dress staring into nothingness. Approaching her I lay next to her and stare into her eyes, even though I'm am looking at her her eyes they  still seem to be staring into space. I hate to see my best friend so broken, she's not her usual bouncy self twirling and singing and that breaks my heart. "I can't sleep without him here" she finally states her eyes still not engaging to look at me. "It's hard I know,but you can get through this" I reply. "It's just not the same" she says In despair. "Look at me" I say placing my hand on her cheek. Her blue eyes then shift to look into mine, her expressions still dark. "You can get through anything, i know you Rebecca, and you can overcome anything" I state firmly. "I loved him so much, and for him to just leave me so suddenly, it's just a shock" she tells me. "We're all shocked, but no one could of known he was sick, they didn't manage to find anything until it was too late" I reply rubbing her back. "In need him, I just want him back" she states tears running down her cheeks. The tears then became worse and worse and the redhead was soon sobbing into her pillow.They both laid there holding each other not saying a word, just Lana comforting her best friend until there was only small sniffles coming from her chest. "I don't know what I would do without you lan" she expresses still sniffling. "And I don't know what I would do without you" I reply back. "I love you Bex remember that, and I know you will overcome this because you are one of the strongest women I know and if you can't do this no one can".
"Thank you lan, I couldn't get through any of this without your help and support. You've been here since the very start,and you've stuck by me until this day so for that I am forever thankful, I love you".

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