Ephemeral >> Viktuuri

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A/n im being harassed by lilpupperdoggo ):< (its a joke pls no one take this seriously, they're just saying rubber up for dan to me)

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Yuuri Katsuki

I woke up the next morning feeling really groggy and like shit, i think i got sick after passing out- if thats possible and if so then however its possible. I grabbed my phone and checked the time.

7:30 AM

Phitchit should be awake by now since he usually wakes up at around like 7 and is at the rink til about 9. Phitchit was one of the people who were always there for me after waking up in the hospital one day and i was confused because all i could remember was who i am, how old i am, and when i was born. It took a while but eventually my memories of my family and friends came back to me; except for one person who i still have no memory of and i cant even see their face; its all just blur. I feel bad if i know the person currently but just dont remember them.

I unlocked my phone, then going to facetime and calling Phitchot after putting on my glasses. It rant for a minute and then he finally picked up and had a smile on his face. "Hey Yuuri, whats up?"

"Hey Phitchit, uh, i wanted to kind of talk to you about something- er- my feelings..", im not sure what really to say or how to tell him what i wanna talk to him about, i just remembered he screams so i quickly grabbed my headphones and put them on after plugging them into my phone so no one especially Viktor; if hes awake; could hear him. "Oh? What about them~?", he gave me a grin and i just rolled my eyes at him with a smile since he knows i dont mind his teasing. "W-well uh... i m-met Viktor nikiforov about two months ago.. at a store..", my words seem to give Phitchit some type of new emotion that make him look worried yet scared; why is he giving that face? is he okay? did i say something? did i do something?

"A-and w-we became friends... S-soo.. W-we've been talking for a w-while.. a-and a couple days ago... H-he.... He said he w-was going to b-become my c-coach and i was gonna win g-gold at the Grand P-prix finals... I fainted for ab-about four days a-and... Wh-when i woke up, he we-went easy on me and he was nice... I-i r-realized... I-i'll type out the rest...", i was such a nervous wreck so i decided to text him since i was so nervous and didnt know what to do or how to feel about these new feelings.

You: im.... Im in love with Viktor...

Phitchit gave out this huge smile as he squealed and did a spin and jump on the ice, i widened my eyes at how excited he seemed to be when i told him my feelings. "OH MY GOSHHH! I KNEW IT! IT WAS OBVIOUS SINCE YOU 'idolized' HIM", Phitchit squealed and beemed with such a bright attitude. but yet... There still seems to be some darkness behind this light... whats he hiding? "W-whatever..", i blushed slightly just as i hear a knock on my door and waved bye to Phitchit, sending him a text of having to go, then putting my phone down and taking my ear phones out of my ears and wrapping them around my phone.

"Yuuri? How are you feeling?", i saw Viktor walk into my room with a gentle and kind look in his eyes and smile on his face as he sat at my side on the end of the bed. "I f-feel a little b-better.. Thanks..", i lied; honestly, my head still hurts and i feel like everyones hiding something from me. First my mom, then Viktor, and now Phitchit! what the hell is going on?! "Alright, if you need anything just call my name and ill come. ok?", he asked and i nodded before he left my room and shut my door, leaving me in my room all alone and bored once again. I sighed. Whats everyone hiding from me?