The new boy

Young and free

As Robbie was getting ready to go on stage he couldn't help but feel he'd rather be somewhere else, looking for Gary in London is what he'd rather be doing. As he waits for his cue to go on his mind flashes back to his first time having sex and it was with Gary

*flash back* 14 years ago in Robbies bedroom

"Rob are you sure we've waited long enough we can wait a bit longer" Gary sweetly stated as they laid cuddled up on Robbies small single bed, Robbies head was on Gary's chest as he was cuddled into the side of the older man who was running his hand through Robbies hair and the other up and down his back "well I don't want to wait till I'm 30, I love you and I think you love me too" Robbie shyly smiled moving his head to look up at Gary. The blonde haired man couldn't help but burst with love for the lad in his arms, he knew they'd given each other blow jobs before and it was always untold pleasure they'd receive but the full thing is completely different and he didn't want to rush Robbie

"Stop thinking" Robbie whispered moving his body so he was laying on his front looking down at Gary, he ran his hands across Gary's sharp jawline as he lowered his head capturing his mouth in a slow love filled kiss. Gary melted into the kiss and completely stopped thinking about everything and just enjoyed the kiss. He ran his hand through Robbies hair as the other rested on his lower back dancing his fingers along the skin showing from under Robbies top. Gary felt his top rising from his body and he stopped the kiss

"Are you sure"

"Positive..." before Robbie could say anymore he had been flipped onto his back and was met with Gary's smiling face as Gary gently took Robbies top off his body strongly running his hands down Robbies smooth soft chest "you're absolutely perfect" Gary sighed seeing Robbie for the first time in this situation. The blondes hands gripped Robbies hips as Robbies found their new home in Gary's hair when they reconnected for another, yet again, slow and passionate kiss "I..I love you" Gary groaned through the kiss earning a smile from his boyfriend as he felt his top being lifted up And complying with the actions he helped Robbie take the top off "wait" Gary stopped suddenly getting up off the bed and going to the door, Robbie instantly panicked and sat up leaning back on his hands

"Gaz...what comeback it's fine we don't have to if you're not ready! I love you please don't leave...Gary com-" he was cut off by Gary pouncing back on him kissing him deeply tangling his long fingers in his black hair "Christ" the younger lad groaned "I'm not leaving..." Gary breathed against Robbies mouth hotly "God no, I was just locking the door don't want anyone to interrupt this moment" he finished as he unbuttoned Robbies jeans palming him through his boxers "oooh okay good" Robbie blushed a bit embarrassed that he reacted the way he did then moaned as he felt all blood rushing to his lower area showing Gary's attentive palming was working "have you got owt" Gary kissed down the slim body licking and kissing all over, Robbie took a deep breathe in as he wordlessly groaned as Gary kissed over his erection through his boxers. Robbie was on cloud 9, he was getting so many feelings that he didn't know what to do with but just let Gary take control since he has previous with this kinda stuff, just not with a guy.

Gary reached under both thighs and brought Robbies boxers down "hello again" he chuckled as he kissed the tip of his length "fuck" Robbie whispered gripping the bed sheet with one hand and the other in Gary's hair edging him closer to his throbbing length "not this time" Gary winked and kissed Robbies pubic bone reaching in his back pocket digging out his wallet to find a condom "what..why not" Robbie disappointingly panted "just enjoy this okay it'll be worth it I promise" Gary kissed him lightly and linked their hands putting them beside Robbies head "are you still sure" Gary asked again letting go of Robbies hands to take his own jeans off then picked up the small silver packet again putting it between his teeth and yanking it open not breaking eye contact with Robbie "once we do this there's no going back" he whispered with his face so close to his boyfriends "I don't want to go back I love you" Robbie said breathing heavily needing Gary more than ever as he watched Gary put the condom on himself "stop" he removed Gary's hand and finished putting it on for him making sure to squeeze Gary's length "fuck" the blonde moaned "without lube it'll hurt love"

"Well I don't have any right now"

"Okay okay we'll improvise" Gary spat on his fingers and placed them at Robbies entrance "ohh oh okay" the younger boy chocked as his eyes nearly popped out his head at feeling Gary so close so intimate. "Ssh it's okay" Gary cooed as he pushed his finger in making Robbie shout in pain and a little pleasure, he went to remove his finger not liking Robbies response only to have his arm gripped "don't...d..ont stop oh my god" Robbie slammed his head back, Gary smiled and lowered his head to kiss Robbies neck as he slowly pushed his finger in and out getting Robbie loosened up. After 3 fingers Robbie was fit to explode and he hasn't even been touched properly! "God just fuck me already" Robbie was feeling beyond horny now and needed "I swear if you ask that question again" Robbie snapped seeing Gary open his mouth to ask if he's sure, he just shook his head and laughed as he lined self up "hold my hands" Gary gently said taking Robbies smaller hands in his "why...oh fuck" Robbie nearly broke Gary's hands he held them that tight as he felt Gary slowly very slowly push in, Gary just looked at the boy below him. Eyes tightly shut. Hair soaked with sweat. A sore but pleasure look on his face and chest heaving like mad. He fell even more in love with Robbie right then, this is where he wants to be forever, well not exactly, but he wants to be with Robbie forever feeling this love and security that's in the room at this moment as they share the most precious moment together. He focused on the lines by Robbies mouth that curled into a smile as he got slightly faster with his thrusts "I'm..Gary" Robbie warned

Robbie opened his eyes looking up at the man he loves and the man who's just took his virginity. He focused only on Gary's eyes, they were glued to his, both of their eyes filled with love as they edged closer to releasing "fuck" Robbie shouted as Gary found what he believes is Robbies prostate "meet your prostate babe, I think you'll get along just fine" Gary moaned gaining more speed dropping his head to Robbies neck unable to support him self anymore "together" Gary whispered and felt robbie nod as he groaned

"Fuckkk"

"Jesus fuck"

They both laid panting like mad and tangled in each other's arms. "Did that pass as a good first time" Gary asked with hope rolling off Robbie opening his arms for him to fall into "I..words are functioning in my mind right now" Robbie chuckled as Gary kissed his head "I'll take that as a yes...I love you robbie forever and always"

"Forever and always Gary forever and always" Robbie leaned up and kissed Gary lightly before they both drifted off into a light sleep, tangled in bed covers and each others arms happier than anyone in the world.

*end of flashback*

Forever and always. Them three words swirling round Robbies heads as he got his 2 minute warning. He put his hand in his pocket and felt a piece of paper in his hand, taking it out he observed it carefully. It looked crushed and crumpled up, Robbie opened it carefully and let a tear fall when he seen what was written on it. It was his signature. The one Gary made him do all those years ago. He told him to give it too him when he got famous so he got famous but hasn't been able to give it back. He carries it everywhere with him, it's his little thing that he has of Gary. The only thing he has of Gary.

Robbie shoved it back in his pocket as he get the word go to burst on stage. The flashback suddenly forgotten 'we were just young and free' Robbie told himself mentally

"Good evening Wembley let me reintroduce my self..."

And he's back, the act of Robbie Williams turns up, yet again for another gig. The signature and flashback forgotten