Adopted by Josh dun (discontinued)

6// Do i like him?

Recap. "I think I'll like it here"
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trigger warning!!!! triggering thoughts
Think again bitch. Ana shut up. This is why I don't get happy. It happens.
It? Be careful what you say. I can make your life a living hell. That's what I get. Anyway, I walk down the stairs into the living room Tyler is the first to see me. "Ashley! You're done already??" He says. "Yep" I say grinning.

"So what do you want to do today?" JISH asks me. "Uhhh I don't know..I'm sorry" they ask a simple question. Why can't you just answer? Oh yea right. Because you're a stupid bitch who can't do anything right. Okay I'm gonna ignore her. "It's fine! No need to be sorry. Do you just wanna kinda chill?" Tyler asks. "Yea. That would be nice. Can I um go to my room please?" "Of course you can. It's your room!!" I smile and go back up to my room. Once I get in there I get my phone and sit down. I had a message from Alex. I smile.

(Ashley) (Alex)
Hey. Text me when you can. Tell. Me. Everything.
Hey I just got unpacked and stuff. What do you wanna know??
HAVE YOU MET TYLER THE BEAN YET!?
Yea I have..
YOU LIKE HIM DON'T YOU???
Al hes my 'dad's bestfren. I can't like him
Yea you can. You do don't you? Awwww. I'll plan your wedding don't worry. What colors do you want your cake to be?
NO WEDDING. JOSH WOULD HATE ME. but yea I do like him a little bit.. But maybe it's leftover from when I was a Tyler Stan?? (I still am but shhh)
It's not 'leftover' it's okay to like him Ash. I gotta go though. Ms. Brown is calling us down *eye roll emoji*
Okay. Love you Al. Text me later
Love you too and I will! *heart emoji*

I sigh and put my phone down beside me. Do I like him? I can't like him he's my dads best friend. Ugh I don't know. Ashely you don't like him. At all. Just being a fangirl, kay? I tell myself that over and over. Yep still like him. "Ughhhhh" I groan aloud. I'm such a fuck up. I think a lot. By the time I look over at my phone and it's already 10:00 pm. Right on cue Josh walks in "time for bed kiddo"
"Okay. Night"
"Night if you need me I'll be in my room. "
"Same for me" yells tyler from down the hall probably about to go into his room. I giggle a little "thank you"
"No problem. Night" Josh says then walks out of my room turning my light out and closing the door. I'm absolutely exhausted so I fall asleep in 5 minutes with Tyler on my mind...

I hope you guys like this chapter. I don't tbh but whatever I wanted to update :) have a good day/night!!
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