Adopted by Josh dun (discontinued)

15// What?

Recap

I hope she's gonna be okay
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Ashley's pov

Everything was black. I yelled out for something  anything. But nothing happened then I started falling. Falling. I yelled and yelled. But it was no use. No one can save me. No one. Then I see light. I go towards it. I see my life literally flash before my eyes. I see my parents dropping me off at the orphanage. Leaving me. I see my first adoptive parents. Then the second. Then the third and so on. Until it got to when Josh adopted me. I was so happy. Then it all changed. How could something so good, go so bad. So quick? Then I hear something

"Ash cmon, you gotta wake up. I don't know if you can hear me, but if you can know I love you. More then anything, I need you to wake up."

Alex

I need to see him. I need to wake up. He's crying. I can tell by his voice. I try and wake up. I try and do something, anything. But I can't. I try and try and try. Then at last I feel like I'm back in my body. I feel a sharp pain in my wrist. I feel something weird in my arm. I slowly open my eyes. "OH MY GOD ASH YOU'RE AWAKE" Alex says. "I WAS SO SCARED DONT EVER DO THAT AGAIN PLEASE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH"

"I love you too Al" I say

Then a ton of doctors come rushing in and they make Alex go out. Oh. They have to do testing. Ugh. I know how this works. They do the testing, find out my depression got worse change my meds or up the dosage then send me home. Then I don't take the medicine because it makes me feel, like I'm not. Me? Then I end up attempting suicide again. Blah blah blah.

< time skip til after they get done with testing bc I'm lazy >

"Okay Hun, your family can come see you again. Anyone you want to see in particular? Or can I just tell them visiting time is now?" The nurse asks. I wanna see Al but I know I should maybe let Josh and Tyler see me? I'm still scared to see Josh, oh god he'll probably be pissed. "Um you can just tell them visiting time is now" I reply stupidly. She nods her head and walks out. Oh no. Soon after Josh walks, no runs in. "I'm so sorry, I should've never been mad, or made you scared, I'm so so so so sorry" he exclaims. I don't really think he means it by his tone of voice but I'll go with it? "It's fine" I simply reply.

"Oh thank you so much! Ty really wants to see you so I'll let him come in" he says. Well nice to know he wants to see me :\ he just got in here? Whatever. He already walked out and Tyler came running in. "ASHLEY IM SO FRICKIN SORRY I SHOULDN'T OF LET JOSH PUT YOU IN THERAPY. IM SO SORRY" he says very quickly. I believe him. I could tell by Josh's tone of voice that he didn't really mean it, y'know? But Tys voice sounds, concerned. "It's fine"

"NO IT'S NOT! I KNEW YOU DIDN'T WANT TO GO AND I STILL LET HIM PUT YOU IN IT"

"It's okay. Really Ty" he smiles at me. "How long do I have to stay here?" I ask breaking the silence in the room.

"I don't know, I think they said 2-3 days?" He replies, making it sound more like a question. I nod and then yawn. "You're tired. Get some rest" I nod again. I don't really want to talk right now. I soon fall into a deep sleep.

638 words :(

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