Adopted by Josh dun (discontinued)

14// going back

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One hour later
I've been thinking and, I'm gonna go back to Josh and Tyler's place and get some clothes. That's all I got so far.. I think I have enough money saved for a hotel room maybe? Anyway I'll figure that out later. I start walking towards Ty and Jish's place.
Once she got there
I open the door and walk in. Automatically I feel two arms wrap around me. "Ashley, oh we were so scared. Don't do that!" I hear a 'concerned' Tyler say. Bullshit. "If you were 'so scared' why'd you leave? Oh wait. Because you don't care" I reply. Yes I know I'm being harsh but he deserves it. I push him off me and walk upstairs. Tyler following close behind, "fuck off" I start, "I'm fine"
"Why'd you come back?" He asks. Completely ignoring what I just said. "Clothes" I say simply. "No,no,no. You can't leave!" He says. The way he said it kinda puts me on edge? I don't know how to explain it. "Whatever" I huff and go to my room closing and locking the door behind me, before Tyler could make it in. Instead of saying something he just walks downstairs (I can hear his footsteps) shows how much he care. I roll my eyes even though he can't see me. I start to hear heavier footsteps coming up the steps. -Josh, I know because I pay attention to a lot of things and his footsteps are heavier then Tyler's are so I can always tell.- "Ashley, open this door right now!" A angry,angry, Josh says. I'm gonna admit, this is the first time I've ever been scared of Josh.. I back away from my door, wide eyed. "Ashley, now!" He screams. I back in to the corner and slide down the wall. Tears covering my face.

That's the tone of voice my adoptive parents always use before they beat me.

The door knob starts jiggling and the door opens. Behind it, stood a angry josh with a bobby pin that he holds up in victory. He starts to walk closer to me. "You are not going anywhere, you're going to stay right here! Do you understand me?" He says in a again very angry voice. I can't speak. Fears controlling me. After what seems like forever I finally get to where I can nod. "Good" he spits and walks out, slamming the door behind him. I wrap my arms around my legs and pull them to my face, and cry into my knees.

Josh hates me
Tyler hates me

Oh

I hear yelling from downstairs. I don't even have to move to hear it. Clear as day
I listen. "Josh you can't do that! You scared her" Tyler says. Acting like he cares.
"I can do whatever the heck I want. Maybe if she's scared of me she'll listen!" Josh exclaims. The yelling continues but I can't make out what they're saying. I feel numb. Like everything's in slow motion. He wants me to be scared of him
Usually if my adoptive parents would fight I would listen to non other then, twenty øne piløts. (I'm never gonna stop slashing the o's ;) I haven't really listened to them since I got adopted. Tyler's sang to me since then but that's it. I get up and grab my phones and headphones. I stand there a second before putting them down and heading to the bathroom

TRIGGER WARNING -SELF HARM-

They hate me. I made them hate me.

I made my idols hate me.

I didn't process what I was doing until I felt the cold medal glide across my wrist. I keep cutting. And keep cutting. And keep cutting. I probably had around 30 ish cuts before I started to feel weird.

Then everything went black.

Tyler's pov (oooooh)

Me and Josh were in a argument when we heard a this from upstairs. Ashley. I run up the stairs to see something I never wanted to see. Ashley on the bathroom floor. Blood pouring out of her wrist. I scream for josh to call a ambulance. He did and he was trying to comfort me I think. I don't know. I can't hear anything. The only thing I hear is my heart beat.

I hope she's gonna be okay

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IM CRYING. IM SORRY FOR THIS. YALL PROBS GONNA HATE ME. OOPS. CLIFFHANGER AGAIN. I LOVE YALL
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