Part of me (Poems)

Why does it feel this way ?

                           Why does it feel like my heart is breaking ? Will it ever stop, or will it be forever lasting ? Why does he hurt me so ? Why must this hurt so much? I see no sun shine, nor rainbows. All I see is sadness, and darkness . Will I ever see the light again ? Will my heart ever heal ? Will I ever be happy ? Why most life play with my heart so? Why cant he pick a side ? Does he love me, or is it just a game to him ? Why must there be a game? Why cant I be happy. Why must....I be so sad....