Part of me (Poems)

The Blade

You sit looking at it

You see the light out of the darkness...or so you think

You feel all the pain that you are going through

You need it to just go away for a few seconds

You sit looking at it

You battle with yourself 

You use it you break a promise

You don't use it and you stay as you are

You want to feel the pain fall from your arm

You just want to be out of this sea of pain

You don't want to drown in it

You see the blade as your boat

You think maybe you should drown?

You see it as maybe that means you will be happy?

You sit looking at it

You look at your friend

You look at your enemy 

You sit looking at it

You sit looking at the blade