Meaningless words He will never hear

~Jealousy~

I love you
I love your eyes
And I love your smile
I love your laugh
And I love your heart
Your so full of joy
Your so full of life
I wish I could be like you
My problems would be solved if I was you
If I had you're long blonde hair
Your bright doe eyes
Your hourglass figure
Your clear skin
Why can't I be you
No one looks at me like they look at you
When people look at me it's either with pity or disgust
While they look at you with instant trust
Leaving me alone in the dust
I am second best
Or even last
But that's normal
Why should I be surprised
I am perfect in no ones eyes
I love you because I wish I was you
So I am stuck loving you and hating me
If only I could see
That I may not be you but because of that I am me
And I may not be perfect
But being me is good enough
I am enough
I am enough
I need to love me , and then I will be free
Of this dark monster that fills me with dread
Making me wish I was dead
Eating me up comparing myself to you
I am me and I need to be enough
I must be enough