Fools

Chapter 27- pure bliss

Warning: explicit contents. If you're uncomfortable with sex I suggest skipping over this chapter. Thank you.

*Lauren's POV*

Me and Camila's two month anniversary dinner went just as planned. I took her to a cute little Italian restaurant and bought her whatever she pleased off the menu. She was the most beautiful girl I had ever met and I just couldn't believe this is where we were in our relationship. It was almost unbelievable, it was hard to grasp the concept of me being so in love with my best friend that it would make my brain hurt every time I thought about it.

"What are you thinking about?" She asked placing her fork down next to her now finished plate of food

"You." I said unable to help the large grin that spread across my face

"I really like when you say cute things like that..." She mumbled, her hand reaching out to grab mine across the table. Her thumb lightly rubbed the top of my hand and I smiled gently at her, taking in every feature.

"You're truly breath taking, Camila Cabello."

"So are you Lauren Jauregui."

That's how the rest of the dinner went, us both complimenting each other as we chomped away at our desserts and whatnot. Once we were done everything we just decided to go back to her house afterwards, she wanted to just cuddle up since her house was empty since her parents were out of town with Sofi. Not like I'm one to complain, I love whatever alone time I get with Camila.

So here we were, laying on her bed, our legs tangled together, her head on my chest while I played with the ends of her hair. I felt at peace in this exact moment, pure bliss taking over my whole body. I loved how our bodies fit together like perfect puzzle pieces and how her heartbeat felt against mine. I think that's my favorite thing, being able to listen to her heartbeat, it calms me down more than anything.

My mind suddenly clicked and I remembered that I needed to talk to her about something. I sighed not really knowing how to go about it, wishing I could just blurt it out without hesitation. Camila's head moved a bit and her eyes locked with mine, curiosity behind them. I smiled and leaned down, kissing her lightly before squeezing her closer to me, sighing in happiness.

"I have a question." I finally said once I gained some courage. She wiggled out of my embrace and sat up, kinking an eyebrow.

"You can ask me anything." She said with a small smile intertwining our fingers together.

"I don't really know how to go about this but," I started to say and rubbed the back of my neck awkwardly, "um..."

"Lo, come on spit it out, I'm not going to judge."

"Have you thought about sex?" I blurted out, my eyes falling instantly to my hands, my face flushing immediately.

Her hands cupped my face and lifted it so we were now eye to eye. "We're in a relationship babe, of course I've thought about sex."

"But like...are you...ready for it?" I asked, my voice cracking slightly from embarrassment

"Yes, I'm ready for anything with you. I want to experience everything with you. Is there any particular reason you're asking this?"

"I couldn't figure out how to make this night perfect and that's all I want. I mean I took you out to dinner and got you the charm bracelet but I still felt like it want enough. I felt and I still do feel like I want to give you something bigger than the both of us, something at will forever be in both of our memories and make us smile when we look back on it. I want to give you all of me..." I said, rambling on a little too much