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some shitty words from seli

Sally POV

Ok, so lets start talking about shits.

You know what?

You cannot predict 'something', future, or what will happen next.

Let it flow and just enjoy the process to that 'something' or future.

It can be hella fast or maybe, not that fast.

'Something' take time okay. You can't force it to work fast, so just.. be patient.

To achieve something, to receive something, you must calm yourself first, try to enjoy the process, and yea, soon that 'something' come to you.

Enjoy the process, enjoy the pain, enjoy the effort cause I bet you know, that it will never come back to you. You will never feel the same again, but I guarantee you, you will feel something new that you really love it.

Like...

This.

I may say that I've found my something now.

Well,..maybe.

Like I said at first, you cannot predict something and the future.

So, I don't know what will come next or is there any another something for me.

I'm still on my process but at the end of THIS TIME process. There's still lots of process I have to walk through.

But for now, I know I'm at the end of THIS TIME process because for right now, I have found my 'something'.

That 'something' is,

Him.

Luke Robert Hemmings.

I know how stupid I am that I need 12 years to realize that he is my 'something'. He is the one that I'm looking for on these lately years.

Godammit.

So, last thing..

Do not ever think to stop and give up before you find your 'something'.

Because maybe, you almost at the end of your process and your 'something', is just so close that you didn't realize.

So, open wide your eyes and mind ;)

*****

Yaela nulis apaan sih tuh orang.

Nash xx