is it love

chapter 15 (i cant)

4 weeks later

(Justin's POV)

Aspen has been acting depressed lately she barley eats talks and she badly comes out her room we tried talking to her but she wouldn't budge everyone has tried so tonight I went to her house and I knocked on the door and there was no answer

So I opened the door and there was a note on the bed that read

Aspen: dear who ever reads this letter I have been feeling depressed lately because all this rumors fame people judging me its hurting me I can't take it no more I have been crying myself to sleep every night and I feel like I can't be here no more so this is goodbye I love all you guys but its to much"

Then a tear cane out my eye then I yelled her name and ran to her bathroom and she was laying on the ground unconscious with pills in her hand and I ran down and lightly shook her but she wouldn't respond then I called her mom

"AMANDA"

Then she came in to the bathroom and put her hand over her mouth

"STEVE CALL 911"

and he came into the bathroom and ran and grabbed his phone then a few minutes later the paramedics came in and moved me out the way and put her on the stretcher and wheeled her out and I started to cry and called everyone and they screamed and we met at the hospital

(Hospital)

Me and everyone else was in the waiting room and I kept walking back and forth and scooter Amanda and Steve were crying and so were the giros and the guys and I was scared I kept biting my nails and tapping my foot up and down then my mom came and hugged me and I cried and she said

"Shhhh its alright she's gonna be fine trust me"

Then the doctor came and said

"Effrons"

And we all stood up and she motioned her head to follow her and before she opened the door she said

"She's suffering from depression please what ever you guys do don't fight don't yell just make her happy you could kill her if she has anymore drama surrounded around her just make her happy cause there will be a point when stress will take over her and her heart will not be able to handle it and she could die just give her a few weeks and she'll be out depression but for then jeep it low and does she have a boyfriend"

And I raised my hand and she looked at me and said

"Do you guys have a sexual relationship"

And I nodded and she said

"For bout three days keep it low give it time alright"

And I nodded then she handed Amanda some pills

"Make sure she takes these when she starts feeling depressed and if she doesn't and she is depressed she will start having suicide thoughts you guys are lucky you found her on time she was almost dead"

And we nodded and she opened the door and saw aspen laying on her side with her eyes closed and we all walked in and she closed the door lightly and she opened the door and a tear cane down her eye and her mom came and hugged her and aspen cried

And we all sat down then Amanda said

"Can you guys give me and her a minute"

And we nodded and left and waited by the door.

(Aspens POV)

"Sweet can you talk to me please I need to know what's going on"

And I nodded and took a deep breath and said

"Mom its hard people are trying to tell me who to date what to look like what to do and I feel like people aren't loving me for me they want me for the thought of me and the thoughts cane back to my head I just lost papa and I miss him so much I don't know what to do anymore moma"

I said while crying and she pulled me in a hug and she said

"Shhhh calm down sweet heart"

And she put my hair behind my ear and she said

"People will try and bring you down but you have to look the other way and block them out the way and always remember this if someone says something rude to you then they like you cause they took the time out their day just to write that we love you and don't listen to them promise me"

"I promise mom can I see my friends and then everyone can come back in here"

And she nodded then left and a few second they came in and the girls ran and gave me a hug then the guys and Justin was last I looked at him and he looked tired and worried and I patted the spot next to me and he sat down and pulled me in a hug and I wrapped my arms around his waist and he put his around my neck and put his head in the crook of my neck

And I breathed in his scent and I mumbled and said

"I love you and I'm sorry"

"Shhhh its not you fault its alright I love you to asp"

He said while rocking us back and forth and I felt him cry a little and he kissed my cheek and I pulled away and the door opened again and everyone else came back and uncle scooter came and gave a hug and said

"Don't ever leave aspen"

And I nodded then my brother gave me a hug and cried and said

"I'm so glad your alright"

Then he pulled away and my dad hugged me and said

"Don't ever scare me like that again I thought I almost lost my little girl"

And I smiled and he sat in the chair next to me and just wrapped his arm around my neck and I leaned my head back and he put his head on mine and everyone smiled at me and then the door opened and the doctor talked to me and told me to take things slow and I can go home I nodded

And I put my clothes on and the girls and the guys yelled

"SLUMBER PARTY"

And I giggled and Justin grabbed my hand and we went out the back way just in case paps come and we rushed into the car and headed back to the house and I had some news to tell my mom and dad

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