is it love

chapter 35 (im here for you i promise)

Justin's POV

After fredo told me what happens I felt sick and sad that this is all happening to aspen its hurting me so bad.

I went inside the house and went into the living room and everyone was sat on the couch and aspen was laying on Zac's lap and when I walked in everyone looked at me and have me a sympathetic smile and I sat down next to aspen

And she sat up and gave me a hug and I hugged her back and she whispered in my ear and said

"We're gonna be alright"

And pulled away and I looked at her with a smile on my face and she just looked at me and nodded her head and layed back down and everyone looked at me and fredo pulled me into the kitchen and the guys surrounded me and said

"What did she tell you"

"Its a secret"

"O come on she hasn't talked in for ever and we need to know what she said it must of been great if you smiled"

"She sang in my ear"

"What do you mean she sang in your ear"

"Just what the fuck I said she sang in my ear and said "we're gonna be alright"and it made me happy"

"She did"

"Ya she's getting there and we need to help her the rest if the way just show her all your love"

And they nodded and we walked inside the house into the living room and everyone was looking at aspen cause she was sitting up finally eating and she looked at us and said

"What are you guys staring at"

"Nothing o nothing"

And she shrugged and put her plate down and we all smiled at her and she just sighed and held her pushed heart and said

"Should I let go"

And we sat down and she looked up with her eyes all red and Amanda said

"Just hold on for as long as you can when times are rough like this you can't help but to hold on and be strong but believe us when we tell you things always get better cause there's always a way back into the light if your broken sweetheart you don't have to stay broken but trust us your safe and your gonna be alright"

Then aspen looked up and said

"I made a knew song and I just finished writing it"

And we looked at her and she said

"Do you wanna hear it"

And we nodded and she sat up and cleared her throat and started singing

"Everybody's gotta dark side everybody's gonna hurt everybody wants to see the light before the break of dawn every time I close my eyes I can't help but to see it all happen again every time I see your smile the thoughts play over again every time there's a dark side I wanna be in the light so baby come please and save me before it all happens again every time I would think of suicide and try to end it there so baby come please and save me before the thoughts come again I need you right here with me before it all breaks and ends and as long as your both with me I'll always feel alone so baby come please and save me before it all breaks and eeennnndss ooooooo oo everybody's gotta hero everybody's gonna hurt so I need you right here with me before it all burns and ends or do I gotta let it gooooooo so baby come please and save me before the thoughts come again I need you right here with me before it all breaks and ends and as long as your not with me you'll always be alone so baby come please and save me before it all breaks and ends ooo before it all breaaaakkss and endsss."

And the last part her voice broke and we all looked at her sad and in shock then scooter said

"You wrote that in one day"

"Ya um the night in UK I was up all night and I wrote it it spoke to me"

Then fredo said

"Who was it about"

"No one I'm gonna go in the kitchen"

And she got up and left and I stood up but scooter said

"Let me"

And I sat back down and he got up and went to the kitchen but we followed and listened

(Convo)

"Aspen can I talk to you"

"Um sure what about"

"Who was the song about that you wrote"

"No one"

"Aspen I know it was about something or someone you can tell me its just me and you in here was it about"

And he whispered it in her ear and she looked at him and nodded and he said something to her but he whispered it to her so we couldn't hear.

(Scooters POV)

I knew that they were ease dropping so I whispered in aspens ear and said

"Justin and Manchester"

And she looked at me for a second then nodded then I whispered to her and said

"Its gonna be alright that song spoke to all of us and it shows us your hurting and it also tells us that you need Justin with you right now more then ever and don't deny it I know you do cause he's your boyfriend and you want him by your side and I promise you he is every day when he's at the studio your the first thing that comes on his mind he's constantly worried and rushing to get home but trust me aspen we're all here for you we're gonna get through this together I promise"

And she nodded and I gave her a hug and she cried a little and said

"I am gonna go alone tomorrow to see Dr Mat"

"Ya but your guards are going with you and your aren't driving they will"

And she sighed and nodded then I grabbed her hand and we walked into the living room and everyone was acting like they wasn't listing then fredo said

"So what were you talking bout"

And I said

"Nothing"

And aspen giggled and we looked at her and smiled she was getting there but not quiet

Next chap she'll try but it won't be so depressing but she's still trying.