is it love

chapter 22 (leave her)

(Jillian's POV)

I screamed when I saw aspen on the ground pale and shaking wet and a red face from crying and I screamed fredos names and he ran over here and got his jacket and put it on her then he picked her up and we put her in the car and drove to the house

When we got to the house we took her inside and fredo sat her on the couch and layed her down and he looked at get wrist and looked at me and said

"She tried to kill her self Jill"

And I got some blankets and some warm clothes and changed her and put some blankets on her and dabbed a warm towel on her and she lightly stirred then she opened her eyes and fredo sat her head in his lap and she started crying again

"Aspen its alright your gonna be OK I promise"

Fredo said while rubbing her hair then the door opened and the girls ran Inside panting then the guys all crowded inside and they sat around aspen then Matty said

"Are you alright asp where did you go"

"I wanted to leave and go"

"What do you mean go"

"I mean I wanna go with my papa where I know I'm safe"

And we all looked at her and she just closed her eyes and tears came out and we all looked at her sad the chaz was about to say something but he kept his mouth shut and fredo rubbed her cheek then the door opened and Justin walked in and we all looked at him then I stood up and glared at him and said

"What the hell are you doing here"

"I came to see aspen"

"Well your not welcomed so leave"

"No"

"Look as you see your the reason why she's back like this this happens every fucking time she starts dating someone they fucking only want one thing out of her and that's sex and they use her that's what got her into depression from the beginning cause if you didn't know Justin she was raped at 12 years old and she's been scared her whole life and your not gonna come and have her all fucked up again so you rather love her or fucking leave her"

And everyone looked at me shocked and I sat down and aspen opened her eyes and we all looked at her and she sat up and she said

"Everyone I'm gonna tell you a story so Justin sit"

And he sat on the rocking chair then Aspen played with her fingers and said

"When I was little Mathew my dads brother me and my brother went to go stay the night with him and he had a few guys over and there was this one guy who kept looking at me weird so I stayed far away as I can then he cane in my room and was talking to me and trying to touch me and I tried screaming but he covered my mouth and he raped me then I went into depression and the only thing I would do was sing and that's his my uncle found me and when I started singing I got out of depression and after every time a guy would only have sex with me it hurt and no one in here knows how I feel that's why I try and choose wisely with who I be with"

And everyone looked at her sad then we all stood up and gave her a hug and I said

"Can you promise me you'll stop hurting yourself"

"I promise Jillian"

This chao was short but next will be a couple months later and she'll be back to normal and be happy again no more hurting