is it love

chapter 21 (i need some space)

(Aspens POV)

Justin sat down next to me and I took a deep breathe and said some things I need to get of my chest and i said

"I think I need a break from everything"

"What do you mean"

He said looking at me worried

"Its not you its me I just wanna get away and go by some nature and take care of my self all this stress isn't good with me I just need to visit my hone town and be next to some nature"

"Are you alright aspen have you been taking your medicine"

And I looked at him and said

"I don't need that stupid ass meds"

"But your not good"

"You know what I think we need a break to this isn't working for me at all every one of you guys jeep putting stress on me and its getting annoying"

And I stood up and he grabbed my wrist and stood up and said

"What do you mean you wanna take a break"

"I want time alone if you so loved me you would understand what the fuck I'm talking about and by I mean I want a break I mean we aren't together no more that's my meaning of a break"

And he looked at me blankly and clenched his jaw and nodded his head and said

"Fine that's what you want then who am I to stop you"

And he let go of my hand and left the room with a slam and I slid down on my bed and put my head down and cried and I grabbed my jacket and went downstairs and the girls stood up but before they could say something I left the house

And I just went on a walk to clear my mind this is to much on me then while I was walking I bumped into someone and I looked up and it was Gregg and he helped me up and I said

"I'm sorry Gregg"

"Its alright are you alright"

And I nodded and continued walking before he could say something then I went to the beach and sat down against the tree and put my legs to my chest and just cried then it started to rain but I didn't care I continued crying and I just sat there and thought if I should stay or go

(Justin's POV)

I left aspens house without a word and I went inside my house and went to my room and layed on the bed and looked at the ceiling then fredo cane in my room and I looked at him and looked back at the ceiling and he sat down and said

"What happened b"

"She wanted a break so I left"

I mumbled and fredo nodded

"Did you ask her why"

"I tried she wouldn't say"

And a few tears cane out my eyes and then fredos phone rang and he answered it and put it on speaker and Jillian was yelling into the phone

"Jillian slow down what are you talking about"

"Where the fuck is aspen she hasn't come home sense 6 and its now midnight and she's not answering her phone"

"What do you mean she's not home"

"Fredo am I speaking fucking Spanish she's not fucking home because that ass hole Justin left her"

Then she hung up and fredo looked at me and got off the bed and went downstairs and I herd the front door close and I sat up and ran my hands through my hair and sighed and got up and went downstairs and tried calling aspens number but she wouldn't answer

So I got into the car and started to drive around and it was raining so I was worried where she would be

(Aspens POV)

I took a blade out my pocket and just played with it in my hand and I cried a little then I herd someone calling my name and it sounded like Jillian and I was to cold and weak to move then I slid the blade across my wrist and it hurt but then it helped

And the rain helped wash the blood away and I just cried and threw the blade then I herd footsteps and Jillian called my name and my vision started to blur and I layed down and by time she came my vision blurred all I herd was yelling and the sound of rain.

What do you think happened