is it love

chapter 31 (where did you go)

Aspens POV

Me and Justin was home while everyone else went out to the movies and he was talking about something and I was thinking about something else then he said

"We should huh"

And I was still thinking then he waved his hand in my face and said

"Hello earth to aspen"

And I knocked out my trans and said

"Huh"

"Where did I loose you"

"O no I herd you you were talking about that we should watch the notebook cause that's your favorite movie and you wanna watch it again"

And he looked at me and laughed and then he said

"So I lost you three days ago I wasn't even talking about that I was talking about when we get to the UK she should tour around"

And I nodded and said

"Ya that would be great"

"Penny for your thoughts cause it looks like something's on your mind"

I was actually thinking about when we all leave what's to come then Justin waved his hand in my face again and looked at me worried and said

"What's wrong"

"Huh nothing"

"Are you sure"

"Yes I'm sure I promise if there was something you would be the first to know I promise"

And he smiled then the door opened and everyone walked in the fredo sat down and said

"Ready to leave tonight"

"Yes I'm so excited"

Couple days later

Tonight was the show at Manchester and Justin had to go for a few interviews but that's alright so while I was singing I had everyone sing along with us then I sang my last performance of the night and everyone cheered and I thanked them and walked off stage

"Good job honey you did amazing"

"Good job sis that was great"

And everyone else thanked me then me and my mom walked back on stage and there was a huge boom then everyone went quiet then there as another and everyone started screaming and running over each other then some flew in the air and died and I covered my mouth and stood there shocked

Then something came flying my way and zac grabbed me back then my mom had grabbed a few people and took them back with us and I was crying and my mom led them the other way and zac sat me on the couch and I started shaking then everyone started crying then fredo came and higher me and said

"Are you OK aspen did anything hurt you"

And I shook my head and was shaking and we left the building and went inside the bus and I say down then I started panicking

(Fredos POV)

Aspen started panicking and we couldn't calm her down then we herd ambulances driving by and fire men and she started screaming saying its her fault and we held her and she was shaking and crying and so was I then we got her and took her to the hospital and she layed her head on my lap

And she said in a blank expression

"This is my fault I wanna end my career I lost my fans this is all my fault"

And she started crying again and so did everyone else then we went inside and sat her on the bed and the doctor looked in her eyes with a light and said

"She's suffering with traumatizing has she seen anything violent"

"Yes she was performing and things exploded and she saw people dying and getting hurt"

"O um give her a few days she's in a bit of shock she knows her surrounding but she's gonna go through an emotional stage then depression she's hurting she needs to be around love and no drama for a few but she's physically OK buy not she's gonna have that memory with her for as long as she lives but watch her and make sure she's safe"

And we nodded then I picked her up and we went to the hotel and I sat her on the bed and her mom sat next to her on the top of the bed and so did I and she layed her head on her moms lap and her mom rubbed her head then scooter ran in the room and said

"Omg Aspen are you alright"

And aspen said with no emotion

"I'm fine I'm not going on with this tour I wanna go home"

And we looked at her then scooter sat down and said

"Alright this is all over the news this is all everyone's talking about and your fans are worried"

Then aspen started crying and saying

"This is all my fault I killed my fans I'm so sorry"

Then her mom rubbed her head and said

"No sweet heart its the worlds fault not yours we live in a sick world but we are just happy your alright and nothing hurt you"

Then she sat up and hugged me and said

"I'm sorry fredo"

And I hugged her and said

"This isn't your fault its gonna be alright"

Then she said

"Can I call my family scooter"

And he handed her the phone and she started talking and crying then when she finished she layed back down then Justin called me and I answered it and he was yelling into the phone

"WHERE THE FUCK IS ASPEN FREDO WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED"

"Calm down hold on"

And I got up and walked in the hall and said

"She's fine dude chill she's lucky she could have died till zac helped her the doctor said she's traumatized she saw some very explicit things and she's hurting right now but we are holding the tour we're taking her back home tomorrow cause she's not doing well and she needs to be with her loved is and get some rest"

"Can I talk to her"

"Sure"

And I went back inside the room and handed her the phone and when she talked she sounded heart broken and tired

"Hello"

"Baby are you alright"

"Justin"

She said while crying and we all looked at her with a sad face and we all cried a little

"I'm fine I just need to go home I'm scared and hurt"

"Baby its gonna be alright I'll be waiting for you when you get here everything will be alright I promise I love you"

"I love you to"

And she handed me the phone and cried in her hands then I said bye to Justin and hung up and sat in ted and pulled a hug then the TV said

"We found  19 dead and more then 50 injured"

And scooter cut the TV down and aspen took her phone out and tweeted two things that said

"Broken
I'm so so so sorry about what happened tonight I have no words"

And she cut her phone of and layed down on my lap and I rubbed her hair and she cried silently and we all looked at her sad and we all layed next to her and watched the news an watched what happened and saw the part where everyone started running and the parts zac pulled aspen back

Then it said

"We found three more dead tonight and we hope aspen effrons is somewhere safe"

And we cut the TV off and layed down and tried going to sleep.