today, the sky was so blank and so am i.
today, the cold breeze of the air is touching my skin.
today, the sound of the waves and my breath was the only thing i can hear.
today, my mind became too complicated to be understood well as always and everyday.
today, i decided to write the last poem, the poem of the end.
today, i'm taking off my mask.
today, i'm taking off my risk.
today, i decided to rest because of the tiredness i felt.
today, the emptiness will end.
today, the sadness will fade.
today, the numbness will end.
today, i will no longer be a burden.
today, the pain will finally go away.
today, i'll take the sleep i was always longing for.
today, i'm hoping that everyone will forgive me for my decision.
today, i decided to take my blade.
today, i decided to take it deeper, deeper as my thoughts.
today, i can even barely breath.
today, my hands are becoming too weak!
today, i think i can no longer do this!
today, i'm grasping for air!
today, i won't even beg for help!
today, i'm gonna close my eyes and reminisce everything...
today, i'm saying goodbye..
today will be the last..
today will be the end..
May 20th
2017
Saturday
2:17 am
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Bottled Feelings
PoetryWARNING: Ang storyang ito ay naglalaman at nagtataglay ng mga tula at rants na hango sa mga matinding emosyon.
