Do I Deserve This? *On Hold*

Love And Forgiveness.

I lazily tapped my pen on my textbook as the teacher continued to lecture us. I can't seem to focus with Jess, Jacob's girlfriend, Rubbing all over him. I mean I know I'm with Issac and I specifically told Jacob that but really? I sighed and raised my hand. I couldn't be in here any longer.

"Yes Ms. Walker?"

"May I go use the restroom?" I saw Jacob staring at me from the corner of my eye.

"Yes...don't be long." I smiled. I was finally going to be out of this hell h-

"May I go use the restroom?" I hear Issac ask.

I tensed before I acted as if I didn't hear him ask and hastily walked out of the classroom. I already knew Ms. Perez would let him go. I got halfway down the hallway before I heard him whisper my name.

I ignored it at first but then I heard him say it. He wasn't too far behind now. I turned and saw that he was only a couple of feet away.

"Hey Babe." I stated with a half-hearted smile. He smiled.

"You don't really have to go do you?"

"Well no actually I don't. You don't either huh?"

"Nope." He states with a crooked smile.

I smirk at his bubbliness.

"Hey come on. I have somewhere we can go." He says pulling me after him. I winced back and he immediately stopped.

"Are you alright?" He asked. I rubbed the healing bruises and nodded yes with a fake smile before grabbing his hand. He looked unsure a second before he just continued to lead us to where ever.

We walked through flights and flights of stairs until we came to a white door with a lock on it. Issac gently pulled a bobby pin out of my messy bun and picked the lock leading us onto the roof. It was beautiful. With a little garden with a path to the end.

The view was amazing. Issac led us to the end of the roof and sat down with his feet hanging off the edge. He motioned for me to sit with him.

"You must be totally insane if you think I'm going to sit on the edge of the school building with you." I say crossing my arms. He looked hurt before he stood up and sat down placing me in his lap.

I was scared. We were on the edge of a high building and all Issac had to do was give me a little shove and I'll be of his lap in a second.

"It's beautiful up here isn't it?" He asked bringing me out of my negative thoughts.

"It's amazing.....Look you could even see my house from here." I say pointing it out. He chuckled.

"I suppose you don't care to see mine." My smile faded before I looked into his eyes.

"I would love nothing more." He looked confused for second before he took my hand and pointed it out. It fell silent as he dropped my hand and snaked his arms around my waist burying his face in the crook of my neck.

The only sound was of our even breathing, the light sounds of birds chirping, and the wind blowing in the trees sounding like an ocean. This was the Issac I adored most. The loving, understanding one.

The one you fell in love with.

"I come up here a lot." He states breathing into my neck.

"I can see why." He suddenly pulls back and puts me beside him on the ledge turning to face me.

"You know I never hurt you on purpose. I come here to try and cool off before hand. It works.....sometimes. Rose I love you. It's just hard to contain my anger sometimes and I really hope that deep down in your heart that you forgive me. For my flaws. For being me. Maybe one day we'll grow old together and have beautiful children...." He says looking over the trees. "But all I ask is for your love and forgiveness until I fix my personal issues." He says turning to me again. A tear escaped my eye.

"I promise." And as if on cue the bell rung signalling next period. Issac helped me up and we exited the roof making our way to 7th period.

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-Mary