_ 2 Years Ago_
"I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE" Jin screamed at Taehyung, uncontrollably crying.
"Wait baby i'm sorry. I don't mean it, you know that, I love you."
They did this just about twice every week, and Taehyung would say the exact same thing every time Jin would try to leave, because he knew that it would make Jin come back. But this time, it was different for both of them.
"NO, IM LEAVING THIS TIME. You always say you love me but then you hurt me mentally and physically every time I come back. I'm tired of this, im tired of getting punched for having fun, in tired of getting kicked on the ground and beat up because I don't do something exactly how you wanted. IM TIRED OF BASICALLY BEING RAPED EVERY NIGHT AND BEING BOUND BY MY OWN WILL BY YOU. I'm leaving.
"Jin, get back here this instant, im the only one that will ever love some one like you. You know that. Fuck even your parents don't love you and you expect anyone else to?"
Taehyung grabbed Jin's arm right before he was about to open the door to leave. With a hard grip, which made Jin feel like his arm was going to snap any second.
"OW! Please let me g-go. Please Taehyung, i'll just be out for a little bit to cool off then i'll come right back. I Promise. P-Please let m-me go. It h-hurts"
As Jin pleaded Taehyung finally let go of him, but then slammed him hard against the door. Taehyung immediately pushed his lips onto Jin's shoving his tongue into Jin's mouth. Jin kissed him back knowing if he didn't Taehyung wouldn't let him go anywhere, and possibly do worse things. Taehyung released Jin from the steamy kiss.
"Okay. You have one hour, if you're back any minute later there will be punishment. Understand?" Taehyung said meanly, but calmly.
"Y-yes, thank y-you."
Jin walks out the door shaking, still crying.
'Ill never be able to get out of this. He hurts me, but I love him. AHHH! WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF?'
As Jin was thinking he started crying even more, he started shaking harder and harder. He snapped out of his thoughts and realized where he had unconsciously walked to. A Bridge. A bridge that stood high above water, by about 50 feet. Jin slowly walked towards the cement railing looking down at the water far below him. All of a sudden he felt a slight relief as he kept looking further and further over the railing.
'Maybe... if I just fall over this railing... every thing will be better? I won't have to go back to the beatings, the abuse, the crying my self to sleep, all the pain, all the depressed thoughts. If I just jump... the pain and sadness will go away.'
As he thought about this he stopped shaking, he wasn't crying anymore, he was more of smiling.
As he was about to climb up on the railing he felt a tap on his shoulder, he turned around and saw one of the most handsome men he had seen in his life. It was dark but he could still see the mans features. His beautiful lips, big and luscious, his eyes which were small but sexy at the same time. He had beautifully tanned skin, and defined arms. As Jin looked at him in awe the stranger looked at him then started to talk.
"Haha hey man. What are you doing out this late? It's like 1:00am in the morning." the man said this with one of the most contagious smiles, and showing off his cute dimples.
"Ahhh hahaha I don't really know... I just couldn't sleep, so I thought maybe a walk would help." Jin said this with a smile trying to hide the fact that he was basically about to kill himself. After saying that he realized what he was about to do which made him go crazy and break down. Way worse than he ever did before, even when Taehyung would beat him, he had never cried this hard. Jin fell on the ground screaming and crying.
"WOAH WOAH WOAH, DUDE ARE YOU OKAY? DID I DO SOMETHING AHHHH" the stranger said this as he tried to comfort Jin, Jin still on the ground crying, but as soon as he was about to look up he felt long and strong arms wrap around him then his face into the strangers chest. There was a hand rubbing his head, Jin always loved it when someone rubbed his head.
"Hey man, I don't really know why you're crying but it will all be okay, because i'm here. I'll hold you when you need me to, i'll comfort and love you anytime you need or want it. Someone as pretty and beautiful as you shouldn't be crying. So please don't cry anymore, please." As the stranger said this Jin felt something he hadn't felt for years. He felt flutters in his stomach, he felt happy, he felt Loved.
Still holding Jin in his arms, the stranger lifted Jin's head off of his chest, and kissed him. It was soft, it felt right, it made Jin's stomach flutter even more than it already was. As Jin realized these feelings and the fact that the stranger was kissing him, he kissed him back, feeling happier than ever.
They sat there making out for a few minutes before the stranger pulled away from the kiss and looked at Jin.
"hahaha.. I guess I haven't properly introduced myself yet. My name is Kim Namjoon." Namjoon said this with the biggest smile on his face showing his dimples.
"Haha I haven't either... my name is Kim Seokjin. Just call me Jin." Jin said this with a genuine smile, which was something he hadn't done in a long time.
"You're even prettier when you genuinely smile, you should try smiling like that more often." As Namjoon said that Jin started to blush a bright pink, making Namjoon chuckle a bit.
"Hey wanna come over to my house for the night? If that's okay with you though." Namjoon asked.
"Yes of course" Jin said happily.
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My Best Friend Is My Lover (Ongoing) -Namjin
Fanfica story of kim seokjin who didn't lead a oh so happy life until he met kim namjoon, the love of his life. But what happens when a crazy ex lover comes back into jin's life, and secrets slowly start coming out into the open from both lovers ? (shit...