Henry's Meowing Book

I Miss You...

This is for Winnie, so go ahead and read it but it's directed at her. We've been having issues lately and I've started thinking about how much I miss her and still love her. So yeah, sappy stuff warning.

HI WINNIE!!!

I miss you, Winnie...I miss the way we stared into each other's eyes and asked why we were looking at each other. I miss the times where we asked random questions and did confessions over text. I miss spending time with you and I realize now that we only have a week left (less than a week) before we don't see each other for a month plus. I haven't been treating you the way you want to be and I fear that it's too late to make up for it. I'm afraid that we'll end the school year on bad terms and we'll have those feelings until we see each other again. I'm sorry for everything I've done. For how much I've hurt you inside. Almost every argument we have is my fault, and I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being stupid and not realizing what you wanted from me. But I do still love you, even if at times, it seems like I don't. I feel so lonely without you and I really can't stand being apart from you. I want to let you know that I would do almost anything to be with you. I would seriously fail all my classes so I could be held back and be in the same grade as you. You don't know how much it hurts when I have to watch from afar or from a window as you seem to have fun with your other friends. I'm sorry, but I really don't want to leave you. I really hope we do last. I miss you. I miss our note-writing, I miss our long talks, I miss our random questions, I miss everything about us. And I admit, it's my fault for us stopping all of that. But I want you to know that I want to try to rebuild our relationship. To make it better. I know we only have a week left before we're separated for a month or more, but I still hope that we can talk while you're gone and I hope that we can still be able to just...have a a great life with each other. To be happy and comfortable with each other. I'm sorry for everything I've done and said. I'm sorry for everything I've NOT done and said. I miss you, Winnie...I love you.

Love, Henry

Yup, told you it was going to be sappy. But it's how I feel about Winnie...and I hope she remembers that if we ever have another argument...I really do feel guilty. There's nothing I can do to reverse the damage. The only thing I can do is move forward and secure a better future for us