1. I'm sorry, even though I have nothing to be sorry for.
2. I didn't try to hurt you, it was my depression, I swear.
3. I know I fucked up, I hurt everyone I loved.
4. When you said it would pass, when you siad it's because of me. When you said "You're a freshie, it'll pass." When you promised me that it would be okay I knew it wouldn't but I wouldn't say anything.
5. I was dependent on others for my happiness, when you ended the call I relied on my blade for happiness, I was so low and I knew that I was.
6. I've tried so hard to make everyone happy that I didn't notice I was killing myself.
7. All the men in my life are liars.
8. I'm not a slut, I'm not easy, I'm not just some scared little girl with daddy issues. I needed love.
9. I have feelings I'm not a machine, I'm human, why can't anyone realize that?
10. I gave up on life, I've tried my best and apparently that wasn't good enough.
11. This wasn't an in the moment decision. I've been planning this for months...
12.
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Last Night
PoesiaDark poem collection from the span of a few years, slowly editing the early ones. The later ones are pretty good. Don't be afraid to give feedback. Please read, vote, and comment!
