Is It The End? *Matthew Espinosa/Shawn Mendes*

chapter nineteen

Alexa's POV-

My phone rang, thinking it was Matt again, I was about to press decline, but it was Taylor. I obviously answered.

Hey Taylor! Why are you calling me? Is something wrong?

Actually yeah. My flight was cancelled.. 

Oh.. just get the next one.

The next one from this airport isn't for another week. I didn't want to be the one to break it to him. Can you just tell him for me please? Oh, and tell him I love and miss him. 

I could hear him sobbing. 

Yeah definitely Tay! Anything for you! I'll text you when I tell him!

Thanks Alexa. See you when I get back.

Bye Taylor!

I heard the beep from the other end. I felt bad. Joey was going to be devestated. I texted him, telling him to come over. I also sent the text to Shawn too. I'm sure he already knew, but I just wanted to see him.

I heard a knock on the door like ten minutes later. I opened, seeing Joey with a puffy face, and Shawn with the face of guilt. I gave him a glare.

"Joey, go sit in the living room. Shawn, I need to talk to you."

Joey walked into the other room, and me and Shawn went upstairs to my room. "Did you tell him?" He looked at me confused, "About Taylor? No. He's upset because his dog died." My facial expression changed right away. "How am I supposed to tell him about Taylor, when his fucking dog died? I'm just supposed to put more stress on him?" Shawn sighed.

I kissed Shawn's cheek, and gave him a hug, squeezing him tight. "Let's go back downstairs." He nodded and we both walked down. I walked into the kitchen, while Shawn walked into the living room where Joey was. I got us some water, then walked into the living room joining the guys.

"Hey, here's some water. Joey, I need to talk to you." He looked up at me, his face looking better. "What's up?" I walked over, setting the water on the table in the middle of the living room, kneeling down by Joey's feet. I grabbed his hand, rubbing it with my thumb. "Well, Taylor'sflightgotdelayedandthenextflightwontbeforanotherweek." I said that all in one breath. I finished taking in a huge breath. 

Joey's face dropped. "Taylor didn't want to be the one to tell you. I really didn't either, especially not now. I just feel so bad." He sighed, "I understand. It's not his fault."

"Oh and he says he loves and misses you." 

"Hey, can I use your phone to call him?" I nodded, "Yeah definitely. No need to ask." He shrugged, "Actually I have to ask. You have a password." We all just laughed. I typed in my password and then gave my phone to Joey. He walked outside.

Joey's POV-

I took Alexa's phone outside on to the porch, walking down to the sidewalk, walking back and forth. I heard the first ring. Then the second. Then the third. He finally answered.

Hey Alexa, did you tell him?

It's me, Taylor.

Oh.. I'm guessing she told you?

Yeah. Why didn't you want to tell me?

I didn't want you to be upset. I didn't want to hear that.

I rather hear it from you than my best friend. Taylor, just be honest with me.

Okay, I will tell you everything on my own from now on.

Thank you.

We just kept talking about random stuff.

Shawn's POV-

I just wanted to kiss her so badly. Now is my chance while Joey is outside. She was in the kitchen. I stood up off the couch and walked into the kitchen, seeing her facing away from me. I walked up behind her, wrapping my arms around her, kissing her neck over and over again until I found her sweet spot.

I kissed her neck, her letting out a moan. "Damn you, Shawn." I couldn't help but laugh. "You love it." She turned around in my arms. "I love you, not what you're doing." She winked, walking out of the kitchen.

"Playing hard to get aren't ya?!" I could hear her little laugh. "Mhm!" 

"I'm going to get you Alexa!" I walked out into the living room and Joey was back inside. "Hey man. How'd everything go?" He looked over at me. "Great. We're great. Everything is great." I laughed. "Good. Can you give me and my girl some time alone?" He nodded, "I was actually just leaving to be honest, I just came back in to give Alexa her phone back. Bye guys. Have fun, but not too much." He winked at us, and then hugged Alexa and left.

"Why did you do that?" I looked at her confused, "Do what?" She gave me the 'you know what' stare. "I didn't do anything wrong. It it so bad that I just want to be alone with my girlfriend sometimes? That I barely ever see for some reason. Not even at school."

Alexa's POV- 

He wanted to be alone with me.. Please tell me he isn't trying to get in my pants. I've already been there and we didn't use protection, so I'm surprised I'm not pregnant.

"I'm sorry Shawn. I'm just busy." He sighed. "No you're not. You're never busy. Is something wrong? Do you not want to be my girlfriend?" I shook my head, "I do! Why would you even think that?" He shrugged. "Let's just move on." I nodded, in agreement.

He walked over to me, wrapping his arms around my waist. I wrapped my arms around his neck. He leaned in, making out with me hard core. It was getting intense, and I had a feeling of what would be coming next.

He lowered his hands down to my ass, squeezing it, making me jump. My legs were now around his waist, and I couldn't help but laugh, while still keeping my lips against his. My parents weren't home, like usual, so I really didn't mind about what was going to eventually happen.

Shawn walked upstairs, with me still in his arms. I don't even know how he's so strong. He walked into my room, lying me down on the bed slowly. Still kissing me, he started raising my shirt. I thought about stopping it for a moment, but I just let it happen.

He fully pulled my shirt off, throwing it to the floor. I pulled his shirt off next, still kissing him, when I could. He unbuttoned his pants, pulling them down on his own. I unbuttoned mine, doing the same. I stopped for a moment. "Protection?" He pulled out a condom from his sweatshirt pocket, i couldn't help but laugh. "Oh, so you just knew this was going to happen huh?" He laughed too, "Nah, but you never know." He winked, leaning in and kissing me again.

I slowly started pulling his boxers down. He put his hands on my back, unhooking my bra. I helped pulling it off the rest of the way, and then I threw that to the floor as well. He was totally naked and so was I. I stopped him again. "Can I tell you something before we go any further?" He nodded, breathing heavily. "I'm not a virgin." He laughed, "I kinda figured you did it with Matt, it was just a vibe I was picking up." I laughed, "Are you a virgin?" He nodded, "You're my first."

Then things excalated back up quickly.