Goodbye

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What happened to us?
Where did we go?
I never understood why you left,
I never will understand,
I'm scared to know what changed,
What I do know is that I have to face our harsh reality,
You're gone,
And you're never coming back,
You're never going to make me smile again,
You're never going to be the one for me,
I'll miss our little moments where all we would do is smile,
I'll miss the days when I thought you were mine,
But I have to let go,
You and I, we're gone,
There's no 'us' anymore,
Sometimes I wonder if there ever was an 'us'
I question myself,
Why did I do it?
Why did I let myself fall so hard?
I guess I just wanted to feel something,
Anything other than pain,
Look at what happened,
I've caused myself even more,
And then there's you,
I question you more than myself,
Does he think about me still?
Does he remember me the way I remember him?
Or does he even remember me?
Does he remember I exist?
Does he remember my name?
The colour of my eyes?
The way that I smile?
Did he forget?
Make me part of his history?
Am I just a story left untold?
Did he even care?
Did he even love me?
Here's the truth behind 'us'
It was never really there,
It was a figment of imagination to hide away the fear,
Here's something you did do,
Even though I tried,
You left me without a word,
Not even a goodbye.

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