TRUST - a brooklyn beckham imagine

CHAPTER 27

OLIVIA'S POV:-

"who is trisha?" harper said. all of the flashbacks of her came in front of my eyes her smile, her laugh, her eyes, her tiny little feet running around the house everything.

"harper its time for u to sleep."  victoria said.

"wait."  i stopped her. yves sat beside me and held my hand.

"let it out."  he whispered and i nodded my head in yes. i took a deep breathe.

"trisha was my 6 year old cousin sister."  i said and yves squeezed my hand lightly indicating me to go on it was really hard for me to review those memories again.

FLASHBACK [A/N:- OLIVIA IS TELLING THIS FLASHBACK TO OTHERS.]

"trisha stop running  u just got well."  i said as i ran to catch the little thin figure running around the  house laughing , as she ran her long wavy black hair bounced. she get sick every now and then.

"catch me oli!"  she giggled and ran. i ran faster and caught hold of her. 

"how are u so fast?"  she said as she breathed heavily due to running so much. no matter how sick she got she always had the same smile. her smile gave me life. gave me a will to live. she was my whole world. the only person who loved me like anything after my dad.

*at night*

"aunt tessa why r u crying what happened?" i went inside aunt tessa's room she was sitting on the bed and crying uncontrollably she  passed me a piece of paper.

"i-i-its trisha's report" i looked at the paper.

"they- they say she has blood cancer. she might not survive as her body is weak. oh my baby . i cant bear losing my only child olivia." she said. i was stunned . it seemed like the whole world stopped. this cant be true. why her? she is just 6! why her!

*hospital room*

its been two weeks since trisha has been admitted to the hospital. she was looking more weak and thin that before . she was sound asleep. i was holding her tiny  hands and sitting by her bed looking at her extremely weak body. whenever i saw her i couldnt control my tears. i just couldnt see her like this. what did this little girl do that she deserved this?

"olivia." she said and i quickly wiped my tears and as slowly opened her eyes.

"hmm."

"where is mommy?"

"she is out for some work."

"why is my hair all gone?"

"its for ur treatment bug. u want to get well right?"  i faked a smile at her.

"will my hair grow back?"

"sure it will."

"i feel so weak. "

" i know bug. u will get well soon."  her voice which once used to echo around the house and was filled with life was now so lifeless and weak. i got up and planted a kiss carefully oh her forehead.

"are u crying?"

"no. just dont speak much. u need rest."  i said and kissed her tiny and really weak hands .

*a few days later*

"its her last day. her body wont survive anymore. she is too weak."  the doctor said.

"pls dont say that doctor."  aunt tessa said as she cried.

"we tried our best ma'am but she is too small and weak. we r really sorry. u should go inside and be with her." the doctor said and aunt tessa sat on the seat outside trisha's room and cried. 

"we need to be with her right now." i said as i tried to control my cries.

"pls dont cry in front of her aunt tessa."  i said as i rubbed her shoulder and she wiped her tears away. she stood up and we entered her room slowly.

"mo-mommy?" trisha whispered. her voice was so weak. the life was taken away from her voice and her eyes.

"oh trisha my baby."  aunt tessa said and sat beside her bed i took a seat on the opposite side . it was so hard for us to watch her in this state.

"am i gonna be ok?"  she whispered again. aunt tessa nodded her head.

" when i get well will we see frozen again." she loved frozen no wonder she saw it a million times.

"yes yes and we will eat ice cream too."  i said while tears rolled down our eyes.

"why r u all crying? i m gonna be ok right?"

"yes u will be ok."  aunt tessa said and kissed her hand.

"i feel so weak mommy."

"i know honey."

"but dont worry olivia will save me just like she did when dogs were chasing me. u will never let anything happen to me right?"she looked at me. i was her hero her savior. she always used to say that till i m here nothing will happen to her. but this time......even i cant help.

"i feel so sleepy oli."

"i know honey but pls dont sleep not today not now or else i wont let u watch frozen." pls dont sleep trisha pls not now. tears streamed down our eyes as we clutched onto her tiny hands.

"dont sleep baby pls."

"but i feel so sleepy mommy."

"pls dont sleep trisha."

pls dont sleep bug."  we pleaded to her . her eyes were slowly closing. pls dont trisha pls dont.

"mommy."

"trisha honey dont!"

"o-o-li." that was the last word that came out of her mouth and then the machine beeped and her heart beat stopped. we kissed her forehead and cried uncontrollably. 

"come back honey pls come back for mommy." i never felt so helpless in my whole life. she thought i would save her. she thought she will be ok. she was in fornt of me so weak so helpless. I COULDNT DO ANYTHING FOR HER! AT THAT MOMENT I FELT LIKE KILLING MYSELF. i couldnt save her. she had a hope on her heart that i would save her. but how? i grabbed her lifeless hand tightly and kissed it and cried. thats it . today is the day i will stop believing in god. he is the most cruel person. he punished such a little girl who didnt nothing wrong. it was so hard for us to look at her life less body. i couldnt believe that i couldnt see that smile anymore, that there wouldnt be a small tiny trisha running around that house laughing. the light of my life was...gone.

*end of flasback*

"aunt tessa couldnt take it anymore so she killed herself a few months later of trisha's funeral."  by the time i finished everyone had tears in their eyes. yves was still sitting beside me only now his one hand was wrapped around my shoulder and the other was interlocked with the fingers of my one hand. he knew how hard it was to tell me all of that.

"when i saw harper. she immediately reminded me of trisha. it felt like she was back. when she fell down i thought it was trisha as she was a big klutz . i m really sorry david and victoria if u felt bad about it." i said as i wiped my tear. 

"aww its ok. we didnt felt bad at all."  they said.

" u know if u want to u can visit us and harper anytime. we would love to have u and yves with us."  victoria said

"thank u . thank u all so much."  i dont know this feeling. around them it felt so much like.......family.

A/N:- AAAAAAAA I FUCKING CRIED WHILE WRITING TRISHA'S PART. HOW MANY OF U CRIED??