TRUST - a brooklyn beckham imagine

CHAPTER 24

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"its in your touch and your fingertips

and its in all the things and other things

that makes you who u r and ur eyes ...irresistable."

~ one direction

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" whom do u live with?" i asked.

"its just me, Hedwig and my maid Margot."

"what about ur mom?"

"she left me when I was 12."

"do you know where is she right now?"

"no. and I don't wanna know."

"does ur dad knows?"

"maybe. she just used my dad for his money. she was..is addicted to gambling and drinking and god knows what. "

"Oh I'm sorry." she tried to hide and wipe a tear as she wiped her sleeves shifted a bit upwards and I saw bandages around her forearm.

"hey, are u hurt? " I asked indicating to the bandages. her face turned pale for a sec.

"uhh no no just got hurt while cooking." he said and quickly pulled her sleeves down.

"why did u moved to Cheshire? u must be having a great life in London." she asked as she took a sip and looked at me

"well I used to party a lot means a lot back there in London and LA so my grades were falling. mom and dad got mad and decided that we need a time off from all those stardom. so we moved to Cheshire."

"do u miss the parties?"

"at first yeah but now I think this is way better and calm. we might have stumbled upon a pap or two here but its ok its calm and relaxing here. hey, have u ever been hoarded by paps? it's honestly really irritating."

"Nah my dad makes sure not a single media ever catches a glimpse of me. u might not notice but I m under surveillance. that doesn't mean that he controls what I do. I m under surveillance so that the media doesn't reach me. my dad tries really hard to give me a normal life. but I know I m never gonna have a normal life."

"what did u wanted in your life?"

"I always wished that we were a middle-class family not so rich, we lived together, mom, dad, me, Hedwig. mom would cook me delicious food and I would go on drives with dad. When I grow up I would work in a small coffee shop, meet a cute boy, fall in love, marry him. never actually wanted this stardom and so much money. do u know my net worth?"

"no."

"its 4 billion $. and when I take over my dad's business it will become 40 billion maybe more. but what a 16-year-old will do of so much money? so I secretly donate the money I get every month after keeping some for my school and daily needs. I never wanted this life. this money this stardom took away my family. u know it's been six months since I have seen, talked or heard anything about my dad. I don't know when was the last time we celebrated Christmas together. mom was always drunk and dad was away earning millions and billions. "

"how much do u get a month?"

'60 million euros."

"wow."

"let's change the topic," she said. it was clear she didn't want to talk about it."

" ok. u start something now."

"do u have any girlfriend?"

"what? no." I laughed.

"I can't believe u on this. girls must be throwing themselves at you."

"hahaha well, it happens sometimes. I did date a girl or two but it never worked out. I didn't feel the passion and those butterflies inside me in those relationships."

"wow."

"and you?"

'Nah. I m not the dateable one. never was. got so much neglected and hurt that I can't trust anyone with my heart."

"not even Yves?"

"well he is a different case." she blushed.

"what do u mean by different case?"

"he knows I have a crush on him. its just that he is so hurt that is hard for him to prepare himself for another relationship. and I don't think so he will ever fall for me. "

"why I mean you are perfect for him you are perfect for anyone."

" I m not meant for love. I m dead from inside. I have suffered so much that I don't know if I will be able to take another heartbreak. but I will still love Yves like anything forever. he was there when the world left me alone. he means the world to me." I don't know why but when I heard her saying that she loves Yves it hurt me inside. it felt like my heart skipped a beat.

" its 4 am now. we should go back to our rooms. and u should sleep a bit you are not used to staying up so damn late." she said and got up and held her hand out to me.

"come on buster," she said with a smile and I held her hand and got up. she was actually right I wasn't really used to staying up so late.

"so see ya after a few hours."

"yup bye," I said and walked towards my room.

OLIVIA'S POV:-

"yup bye," Brooklyn said and went to his room. shit shit shit he shouldn't have noticed those bandages. I closed the door and went inside the bathroom. I took off my jacket and saw some blood stains on the inside the bandages. shit shit shit! I took off the bandage, the cuts this time were kinda too deep and it was stinging a lot. I washed the cuts and removed the medicines and bandages from my bag. I always kept them in case I needed them. it was because I was coming here that's why I applied bandages to those cuts or else I wouldn't even care to apply medicines on it. Somewhere deep down I knew I deserved the pain. I deserved the pain for not being a good daughter, for not keeping my mom happy, it was because of me mom left, it was because of me, mom hates me, because of me my family is torn apart! I DESERVE THE PAIN! my eyes were so watery by now that I couldn't apply for medicines on the cuts. I threw the cotton ball by which I was applying the medicines away and sat on the bathroom floor crying.

I m sorry mom I let u down. but was it really my mistake that he raped me?

A/N:- UH OH CLIFFFHHAAANGEEERRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!! don't worry u will know everything about Olivia . just keep ur asses tight and stay updated with my story. also, how was the cliffhanger? LOVE YA ALL!!!!