broken boy meets broken girl - C.S

8 - crossed the line

Trigger warning!!! - suicidal and abusive content.

Coles pov
I couldn't stand it anymore, I keep seeing flashbacks of her drunk and smoking and whatever else she could be doing because of me. I had to stop this, I had to fix everything I have done. I needed advice, advice from someone who knows me best, My brother Dylan. I grabbed my phone and dialled Dylan's number.
"Cole" Dylan's asked through the phone.
"Yeh Dylan hi" I said trying to get to the point.
"What's up man" he said happy to hear from me.
"well actually I need some advice" I asked him.
"What from me?" He questioned.
"Yes dickhead from you" I stated
"Alright fill me in with the details" he said.
I told him everything, how we met, how we nearly had sex, how I broke her, what she's like now all because of me.
"Well dude" he paused "my only advice would be to go get her, save her before it's to late" he said to me seriously.
"How though" I asked him.
"You'll figure it out, your a big boy" he said and hung up the phone. Fucking Dylan, how can I fix this, how can I save her there's nothing I can do.
I went to Kats house, "Kat" I yelled out.
No response.
"Kat please" I yelled again
Still no response, I walked up the stairs and headed for her room. I saw her in the corner, she was holding a blade at her wrist, there was blood dripping down her arm. I stood there stunned I couldn't move. I finally gathered up enough strength to say "Kat please don't".
"Why Cole?" She shouted.  I couldn't say anything, all I could do was grab the blade and throw it across the room, I fell to the floor crying, this was my fault. She stood up looking somewhat concerned, I got up to look her dead in the eye. I looked at her eyes and then down to her wrist, and I hit her.