11 - before im gone

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by magconbieberq

by magconbieberq

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I gave him one more chance, to show me he actually does love me, to show me he does care about me. He ruined it. This time he fully broke me. He doesn't care about me anymore.
I called Dylan one last time to check he made it to Coles place because even if Cole hates me, I still care about him. I texted Cole as well,
To: Cole
"Please just know I love you, even if you hate me. Ill miss you more then anything in the world, I'll see you again one day baby."

I pressed send, as I passed his house I placed a final note in his letter box and headed on my way towards the local pool. It was closed for the night, so I snuck through the back. I wrote a note apologising to the people who will find me tomorrow morning, but this had to be done. My life was shit before Cole, and as soon as Cole came in he made me feel on top of the world, like nothing else mattered anymore. He then left me, he broke me again and I was left worse then ever. But in amongst all of that I never got to love him like I wanted to and I never got to touch him like I wanted to and I never will.

As I lay at the bottom of the depths of the swimming pool wondering weather i bother going back up for another breath or not I can hear the faint sounds of the water moving around me and my loud constant thoughts in hope he will come and see me one last time before I'm gone...