Journey down Lisa's mind

Tell me...

Does it take the life growing in me

For you to show my importance to you.

Does it take that one night 

For you ton show your love.

the promises you've made

Am I meant to trust them

Or should I believe its another thing you'd say

because you happen to be under pressure.

Does it take SILENCE 

For you to hear me screaming inside

Or are you waiting to hear me create a sound too?

Does it take one moment with you

For you to realize how you feel about me?

Does it take long messages 

For you to see

I am no longer in that state of mind

You once found me in.

Does it take a small issue 

For me to notice I'm FRAGILE?

Yes it took me a few seconds to say 

I might be Depressed.

There comes another issue

one of not being sure if really I'm well or not.

An issue I know not what triggers it.

For one minute JOY is what I know

Then in the next second 

TEARS and a HEARTACHE is all that rules

What I thought I had control over.

Only a few people would understand such a feeling

One which can never be cured

with use of medication...

Yes I scream in that corner

But I feel like 

It's a place I could call HOME.

A place in which the walls

suck up the worst in me for the sake of my 

JOY...

And for that 

I THANK ALL THE BRICKS AND PAINT 

THAT HAVE BEEN WITH ME 

THROUGH MY good AND bad TIMES 

FOR They know me better than anyone else...

This I may consider as a letter of a DEPRESSED human.