To Bloom

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I thought you told u told me you loved me
Never mentioned you'd leave me
alone In this cold world
Where loneliness is a hobby and being alone is a lifestyle
You said you'd be gone for a while
But it sure does feel like eternity
You told me you going back to your mama
But she called me asking about your whereabouts
I really think you went to your friends place
Cause you knew your mama would call me
And give me a piece of her mind
Or maybe you just couldn't explain what had happened
Because you know it would kill her

But it seems as though you didn't think of me
And how I would feel
You being selfish
Thinking bout yourself and not me
Forgive me
I guess its the anger speaking
Yes I'm probably in a fight right now
I really don't know with you for leaving
Or with myself for not being able to keep you around
But its really killing me

Bloom you know I need you
And really whose meant to fill my empty apartment in your absence

She said she'd be gone for a while
And yet she left no actual curfew
So I could at least be counting down to her return
These three days feel like years already
First night I couldn't even sleep
Knowing your presence is missing from my arms
I stayed the night up thinking bout you
Day 2 was just a nightmare in the day ...
For I woke up and remembered you weren't there
I was looking forward to making you breakfast in bed
But the bed is around and you not there
Today I spend my time reminiscing on the good times we spent together
Makes me think of the first day I met you
The same day I felt you just have to be mine
Why did have to pack and leave
Now I'm just loosing my mind

Please come back home for I find it hard to live without you...

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