23.Where am I ?

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"Where am I ? "
I asked the skies.

"Who am I ?"

I'm drowning into
the center of the ocean.

" Please tell me ,
Where I am?"

I'm dying
please help me.

I'm full
of wounds

I'm tired
of crying

I'm sick of
fighting

I'm quietly
dying ,


I'm still
breathing but
deep
inside I'm dying.

This world is
so cruel.


My house is tattered
and destroyed.

Please tell me
where I am ?


My dear God ,
Can you hear me?




My tears
are falling ,


they are silent
but deadly.



They don't drop
like raindrops.



But they explode
like bombs and
missiles.

In my place ,
the rain is not
made of raindrops.

But bullets and
blood shower around me.

I'm confused.


Am I even
still alive ?


Dear God ,
where am I?


Am I in the
world of peace ,



Or am I
in the eye
of chaos ?

Dear God ,
I don't blame
you .

I'm not even
angry at all.

I'm just a
child , in the
middle
of nowhere .

I know you're
always there.

Watching
me always.

Thank you
for giving
us free food ,

Free
shelter.

Thank you for
showing me the world.

But can I
also see the world ?

The
flowers.

The
butterflies.

Droplets of rain.

The rays
of the sun.

My dear God ,
I know You can
hear me.

I know You are
always there.

I want to touch the
ocean ,

to feel the
heartbeat of
the fish and
seashells.


I want to
breathe fresh air ,

The air with
no smoke and
gun powder.

I want to be away
from all the madness.

I want to live like
how you want us to live.

Dear God ,
did You know ?

We had sardines
and a loaf of bread,


And that
was the most
delicious meal I
had in my whole life.

We had cold water ,
We had each other.


Thank you God ,
you never let us starve.

A while ago ,
we hid under the table .

Because the
rain was so loud.

The rain was
made of bullets and blood

But still ,
I am glad we are all fine.

Dear God ,
did You know
I saw you last night.

You were so
bright ,
brighter than the sun .

Thank you
for giving me a hug.

Even though
your face
quivers like a fog.

I'm happy to see you
Dear God ,

I'm so lucky to
see You.

I'm so happy
to be with You

Again.

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