Harry Styles Imagines

#Niall#Part2

~Niall's POV

We were for 2 weeks on tour now and these were the most horrible weeks of my life. I left her alone. I left my little princess alone. I missed her like crazy, but we texted every day, phoning each other and doing skype calls. I know, that she'll never admit, that she hates it when I'm on tour. She knows that this is what I always wanted to do and she accepts it. But at the same time she hates it. And I totally understand her. She needs me and I need her. But 2 weeks wouldn't be a too big problem, if everything was fine. But it wasn't. The fans sent her always hate. Although she has never done anything. I really don't understand it. I know she needs me, more than anything, because of the fans. And right now, I only want to be by her side and hold her. Sing to her and tell her, that everything is going to be alright. And in a few minutes I'm going to be with her again.

I hopped out the car and walked up our driveway. I unlocked the front door of our shared house and stepped in.

"Princess, I'm home!" I yelled and expected her to ran towards me. But there was nothing.

"(Y/N)?" I walked straight into the kitchen. We both love food, so she could be there. Right?

I looked around, but she was nowhere to be found. My heart stopped as I spotted the folded piece of paper. It rested on the kitchen counter, a pen next to it. She wouldn't break up with me and write a letter to me. That's not like her. I carefully unfolded the paper and immediately recognised that the sheet was a little bit tear stained. And a little bloody. I felt my eyes brimming with tears, my hands started to shake and my heart ached as I started to read the letter.

Dear Niall,

it's me. (Y/N). Your Princess. And I'm glad that I could call myself that. Nialler's little Princess. Promise me you're not going to be mad at me, ok? I know, you never could be mad at me. But just promise. At first you have to know that you're my everything. You always was and you always will be my everything. You will always be my small glimmer of hope, that everything is going to be alright again. You were always there for me. You let me cry against your shoulder when I needed one. You picked me up, when I was down. And I love you with every single fibre of my body. I need you. And I know that our love for each other is stronger than everything. Stronger than the tons of hate I get from the fans. When it got really hard and the fans wouldn't stop sending hate to me, you always told me, that I can't listen to them. Because they are lying. But right now you're on tour. And I don't blame you for leaving. You love what you do, it makes you happy. And when you're happy, I'm happy too. You know that, don't you? So everything is fine. I miss you though, but you're going to be back again soon. You would hold me and never let go. You would tell me, that you're here for me. And you would rescue me. You would make my miserable life 100 times better, just by being with me. But when you're here again, I'm already gone. Since you're on tour, I got a lot of hate. More than usual. Today I went to get some groceries and a few girls beat me up. My whole body was numb. It was too much. I'm sorry, that I wasn't strong enough. If you were there and I would have told you, what was going on in my mind, you would have told me, that it's going to be fine. That we can get through it. Together. But this time you weren't there to pick me up from off the ground. You weren't there to be my light in the dark. And it was too much. I was to weak. I'm so sorry. You were always worried about me, but you don't have to be worried about me now. You don't have to be worried ever again. I hope it's going to be better. You always wanted the best for me and now I'm in a better place. I guess. But I'm going to miss you. I know asked you so much things, but this one's going to be the last. Promise me, that you'll move on. That you'll be happy again. You're going to find your real Princess. I firmly believe. You deserve to be happy, because you are the most loving and caring person I've ever met. And I'm sorry if I'm the reason why you're sad. But you'll be happy again. Happier than ever. I know it. I will never forget our wonderful memories, our first kiss and our last kiss. Both were totally perfect. And last but not least, I want to thank you for everything. For all our shared memories. For everything. I love you Niall. I've always loved you. But I guess it's time to say goodbye. I'll never forget you. You'll always be a part of me. You'll always have a special place in my heart. Forever and always.