Harry Styles Imagines

#Harry#He Finds Out You Self Harm

a/n. {please read}

So...I decided to name my imagines now..give them a different title you know.

This one's about Self Harm.

I kinda felt like I have to do this now..

If you've ever self harmed then....

...I can only imagine how many people already gave you 'that speech'. And I guess that half of the people don't really understand. You can't understand something when you don't know...when you don't have experience with a certain topic if you know what I mean. They all say that you should stop because hurting yourself is not going to make it better. And that's exactly what people don't understand. They don't understand why you did it in the first place. They don't see that for you it's a way to escape the problems at school, at home. You feel kinda relived after you did it and others only see the cuts and immediately think that you're crazy and insane or they totally flip. But they don't understand! I'm not encouraging you here and saying that you should go on with hurting yourself and don't care about other people's opinion. I'm just saying these things because I know how it feels. I know what it's like. And I know what can happen if you don't talk to anyone about it. It only gets worse and when someone finds out it doesn't end well(that's what happened in my case). Talking to someone probably doesn't sound that appealing but it's going to help, I guess. Talk to a trustworthy friend, a family member. Try to help them to understand you. Keeping it to yourself is maybe not the best thing you could do. You can also talk to me if you want. DM on Twitter, Instagram. I won't judge you. I will listen to you, because I know how it feels to be kinda left alone.

A lot if people have to deal with hurting theirselves, because they're insecure, they have depression, they get bullied or something really bad happened in their life.

Reminder: you DO matter, you are NOT worthless, you are NOT alone, you deserve NOTHING bad that has happened to you, you deserve EVERY good thing that has happened to you, you DESERVE to be happy. YOU DESERVE TO BE PROUD OF WHO YOU ARE.

[I don't want people to judge me now, because of what I've written here. That's just how it is.]

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Here's the imagine...(:

(Y/N) POV:

"Fat and ugly." I whisper to myself as I observe my bare stomach in the big mirror. "Yep. Fat." I pull down my shirt and sigh.

I've always been a little insecure about my size. About my whole self to say the truth. And now it got worse. With all the hate coming from the fans it's not that easy to convince myself that I'm not fat. And ugly. And a bitch. And not worthless. And good enough. But that's what I have to deal with, because I'm dating Harry. I'm not blaming it on him. It's not his fault that his so called 'fans' don't know that I actually do have feelings too. But that's what they wanted to reach anyway. Hurting me. Breaking me. Making me weak.

And surprise, surprise, they are very successful. I got to the point where I hate myself. Where I always question why I'm still alive. Why I'm still dealing with this whole shit. Because of Harry.

Harry's always been there for me. He was and is my light in the darkness. He's the light in my dark thoughts. He always picks me up from off the ground. He does the most important thing to help me. He helps me without even noticing it. He loves me. He accepts me the way I am. But he doesn't know, though.

He doesn't know that I have a best friend. He doesn't know that I have a second friend who's helping me. This friend's easing my pain. His name's Mr. Razor.