inspiration story...(Completed)

still waiting...

There are times like this where your gone and I'm just standing here waiting for you to come back.

The rain would fall ever so slightly as the drops of tears would roll down out of the clouds just like my tears that fall...But i'm still standing waiting for you.

I was looking for your face in the crowd as they talk. Yet my longing for you seem to never be gone still just standing waiting for you.

Some people would ask if I'm okay and all I can say is. "I'm fine and I'm still waiting."

To be honest I'm really longing for your touch right about now. I want you to tell me that your here. And that you won't leave me again. 

But all i can hear is the soft tune of rain drops.

I told myself to keep on waiting hoping that I'll see you or even talk to you again. 

I've spent so much time on thinking that you love me the way i love you but. 

Just like the moon and the sun. When I'm here your not there. And when your here. I'm not there. Waiting is fun, lonely but fun. 

Thats why when I get to see you. I can finally be able to tell you my feelings. Because just like the rain even if it rain hard I'm still standing waiting for you.

Because i know that my tears can reach you.

Because your the reason I live and my reason to be happy I know what my heart beats. And thats you and you alone.

I'm sorry if i wasn't too tough for you. 

Because i promised myself that I'll protect and do anything for you. Even if it kills me. Some say that waiting for so long is sad but all I did is smile and cry along with the rain.

Because I'm still standing and waiting for you. I dedicate everything for you. Because ever since your the reason why I'm this despirate.

You must of hate me. Because every clap of the thunderstorm tells me that you and i miss eachother.

Just like a game of hide and seek. Our feelings for eachother are always hidden under the moon and sun our time is different but our hearts beats in same phase.

As we finally seen eachother my eyes spill all of its tears and the rainy sky become clear I finally felt your touch and hear you say my name I've finally found you.

I smiled and laugh as happy tears fall down. My days of waiting is finally over. For me your the most rarest treasure I've ever seen.

The shared first kiss was really memorable something a lonely person deserves waiting for so long. The hugs felt like a pain reliever 

Accepting my feelings felt like I just won. You your different from everyone else your definitely worth the wait.

Your like a fallen star. An magician that came and made my heart yours. Being friends for so long is quite the impressive way to start a good story before going into a relationship.

Our first date doesn't look like a date because we both don't know how to express such feelings.  After all good things must come to an end.

As we separate ways I couldn't tell you anything. But I love you and thank you for making me happy because people know nothing of such feelings that we share.

They're making me feel that I don't deserve you because I certainly think I don't. Fearing that someday I might lose you. I tried to be strong enough to prepare for the worse.

For quite sometime I caused such trouble to you making you think your not a good boyfriend. I apologize for the trouble.  Because of this little innocents of mine couldn't defend myself.

But instead of getting angry at me. You apologize for not being able to protect me. But i understand.

Because my love for you is like rain. I can shower you with my time and effort just ask. Because there will be a time where I would be busy and you would be the one waiting.

Because standing outside a rainy and gloomy day is worth it if it meant waiting for you till I die. 

I dedicate my happiness for you and only you because you are my friend, my lover, my Everything <3.