inspiration story...(Completed)

Dearest

Dearest,
I wrote this poem today not sure why. I am eager to write one although it may not seem anything like one. For once you bring music into my heart,my soul and everything else at such young age i already feel empty needless to say i already feel lost...

No words can explain how i feel about you... there is no way i can ignore it. I tried avoiding you but it's still here. I am aware of it for sure. No ryhme nor rythm can make this poem poetic. But talking to you make me feel something. Nervous...

I am aware of what i am doing. Kept making myself stay as friends to you but i can't not when my heart and mind goes blank the moment conversations kept on going. Not sure what else lies i have to say but somehow you kept on finding out about it.

I told you alittle about myself. Thus you already know my pain. My sorrow everything. Afraid that someday you'll soon leave me i had to prepare for the worse. The moon is all that i had left so i beg the heavens that the moon won't leave me.

Your something that is worth my time for my heart you claim in thia game i play dice has been rolled i play to win and yet you made a move i for once can't predict. I can't afford for someone i value so much be taken away from me again.

Dearest. Here i wrote this poem with a tears in my eyes as i talk to you this time around. I've fallen and you caught me. For once more i trusted your loyal gesture. You have a lovely soul that i for once is scared to break. Your pure heart so sweet and frigile it'll scare me to death if i drop it.

Falling for you just happend unexpectedly it isn't my choice.

Checking if i was alright was something new to me. Since no other people even cared enough to do that.

Expections are high if it's me that they're looking at. But you expect nothing of me. In other words...everything you do is new to me. I didn't like you because of what you do or what you look like. I for once liked you because of your beautiful soul and attitude.

Is some what same yet different from mine.

I have no intention on ruining that for you. You watch over me like the moon in the sky that follows me where ever i go.

For some reason you of all people has to notice the pain i'm been through.

Relation to this is your the only one who has the nerve to enter in my world and didn't even bother leaving. Instead you painted vivid colors in it and create music.

Even if i try changing the melody and colors you would always find ways to change it back.

I asked for someone who can talk to me stay by my side. Yet...I made alot of mistakes...That is until...

I met you.