My Only Spark ( Jessa Story)

Chapter 1 (Updated ish)

Read: I just changed the first chapter so read it again if you already read the old version. This one doesn't have major changes but you can tell there is some. Thank you

It was a regular day at school. Nothing exciting happens here. I am just the same boring ass Tessa. I dress in my usual sweatshirt and leggings everyday. Nothing special. The thing is that no likes me. For no apparent reason. It's not obsessive or anything when they are chanting that I should go drink a gallon of bleach or anything, but I just seem to belong nowhere. The Preps, Jocks, Goths, Chorus Club, and even the Nerds all think I'm a loser and stuff. I don't fit into any of these categories. I'm the lone wolf I guess you could say.

As you can see or much rather read, I'm not liked among most people (most meaning practically all). And mostly for petty things like my looks. (welcome to high school). I know I am not pretty, I don't wear makeup to cover up my noticable pimples, and I have big round glasses so I can see because I am blind as a bat without them. But what does all of that have to affect the things people see in me? I just don't get it. It's so stupid.

I always have my head down in the halls, but that doesn't protect me from the hate I get everyday. It's not like I don't want to stand up for myself (believe me I've tried) it's just easier that way. I've honestly given up. You probably think I am a depressed chick who cuts her arms to take away pain and some shit, but I'm not. I can never think of self harm. Well I've thought of it but could never do it. I love my arms too much.

Anyways who would help my family if I died? No one. They'll have no one. They need me as much as I need them. Even though life has treated me like a toy and messed with me, I still have people who love me and that is my family, even if it's just them.

I was walking down the hallway deep in thought when the usual group of people came to me.

"Hey look who it is guys, Miss Fowl!" (If you don't know who that is, she that ugly teacher from Jimmy Neutron) some jock said scaring the shit out of me. And by jock, I mean Jake Paul the most popular guy in school. He's my bully. (yeah I know it's cliche story, just roll with it) Everyday he finds a new way to torment me. The thing is that we used to be friends once upon a time. I remember it like it was yesterday. Insert flashback 😁

I was just coming to school during the middle of the school year in kindergarten. I didn't know anybody, but he was the first person to come up to me and introduce himself. He invited me to sit right next to him when we ate lunch, and since then we were best friends until the 9th grade.

He started to become popular when he joined the wrestling team and the football team. He became the schools heartthrob. Since then we drifted apart. He started changing how he looks and acts. He wanted to keep his reputation, so he stopped hanging out with me and said the pettiest thing to me possible.

"I can't be seen with people like you,"

So yeah, and that's why we're not friends anymore. Since then he became my bully and never stopped being my bully. Like leave me alone it's annoying.

I kept walking. Not really in the mood for this bullshit he is about to put me through.

"Hey bitch, I was talking to you!" he exclaims following me. His friends cheering him on.

"Honestly it's way to early in the morning so I'm not putting up with your bullshit. I don't want to be late so if you'll excuse me" I rolled my eyes.

"Well don't you have some spice in that little mouth of yours," he said while coming up in front of me.

"Please, not now. I don't want to deal with this," I said while trying to pass him.

"I'm not done with you," he says shoving me against the lockers. What bitch hurts a girl? I swear I'm not sexist.

"Hey! Get away from her!" Meet Erika Costell. The only person who didn't think I was a loser and actually liked me in this fucked up school. When Erika became my friend, I dragged her down the social latter with me. I told her that she didn't need to be my friend knowing I would only make her life worse, but she says "You are the only real person here who stays true to their selves and I like that." So we stuck together and became best friends.

"Oh, the other thot decides to join now, huh?" Jake said.

"Just take this finger and shove it," I said annoyed.

Right before he did anything, the bell rings.

"You better thank your lucky ass that bell rang, or you'll be on that floor." He says shoving me one more time before leaving.

I let out a breath of relief.

"First of all, that rocked Tessa. I gotta say didn't know you had it in you. But seriously we've got to tell someone" Erika suggested.

"No. When has that ever helped. Let's just get to class. We're already late," I mumbled.

"Whatever," Erika more grumbles. Obviously annoyed that I am not more excited about my badass confrontation.

Then we walked to class.

*Authors note: everyone in this story are in school. They might still make YouTube videos besides Tessa. She will in the future though. She doesn't make any now. but they don't live together. Also Jake won't be on Bizardvark until later. Or will he. He don't got that Disney contract.

Thanks for reading.

Peace~ freedom654