My Only Spark ( Jessa Story)

Chapter 20

I stood there in complete shock. I wanted to say something scream something, but nothing came out of my mouth. I just stood there watching them kiss each other with no care in the world. Then I did the only thing I thought of in that moment...

I ran

Far away from that scene. I ran straight to my house and right into my room. I shut and locked the door behind me. Slowly I walked to my bed, and just sat there for what seemed like hours. I couldn't even will tears to fall from my eyes. I just sat on my bed and stared. I never felt so pathetic in that moment. It's almost like my gut knew that would happen.

I knew it. I fucking knew it I thought. He never called me, texted me, he was never around anymore. I thought that I was the reason that he was so distant. That I was the cause of our relationship going down. Turns out it was just him sticking his tongue down my "best friends" throat.

"You think you know somebody," I murmured out loud.

"Sweetie," my mom said knocking on my door. "You've been up in that room for hours now. It's 9:30. I made some Alfredo pasta for dinner. I left you a plate on the dining table when you are ready to eat," she said.

"Okay." I said with a raspy voice.

I heard footsteps letting me know that she left. I didn't feel hungry at all. I called the only other person I knew I could talk to right now.

Bold Frannie Italics Tessa

Hey Frannie

Hey Tessa! Haven't heard from you all day! What's up?

Could you come over like now? I asked desperately

I'm already there, she said hanging up

I waited five minutes reminiscing about everything, when I heard a knock on my door. I was shocked to see Frannie at my door looking at me.

"How'd you get here so fast? You live twenty minutes away from here!" I asked surprised.

"When a best friend is in need, I don't care how far I am I'm speeding down to wherever you are faster than any motherfucker could," she said smiling at me. "What's wrong?" She asked pulling me into a hug.

So I sat down telling her everything from when Jake became distant till the kiss. Frannie held me in her arms as I broke down in front of her. Not judging me once.

"I knew it, she was a snake all along. And I'm usually great at sniffing ones like her out," she looked at me shaking her head.

"When Jake was being distant, she was the one I called to ask her for advice. She told me everything would be fine! Just to figure out she was making out with him behind me back! I can't believe it. She is my best friend! Well was... I just can't figure out why she would do this?" I wept.

"Tessa. Honey listen. I'm not good with these empowerment speeches, but I'm going to try. You are amazing! Don't blame yourself because you thought your so called "best friend" really had the best intentions for you! Erica is a thot and now it's been confirmed. As for Jake, he can suck a cactus for all I care. They don't know what they just screwed up on. You are a bad bitch. You deserve much better than those idiots!" She smiled at me.

"You're right. You suck at pep talks," I said smiling back at her. She rolled her eyes. "But you are also right about them being idiots. This is going to suck.  But I can make it through this. I'm just happy to have one real friend in this fucked situation," I said. "Thanks Frannie," I smiled at her.

"I'm still here if you wanna make punching bags out of there faces," she smirked.

"Thanks but no thanks. I want to take my mind of them right now," I said.

"I respect that. Now I couldn't help but notice that there was some Alfredo in the kitchen when I rushed up here," she looked at me suggestively.

"Do you plan on staying over?" I asked hopefully.

"Of course! Your mom made alfredo pasta and you expect me to leave? Yeah sure," she said rushing downstairs

Laughing at her anticsI followed her  went downstairs.

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I was not ready at all for school today. Fortunately it was Friday. That's a plus. I didn't feel like getting up out of bed, but that's everyday for me, so there's not difference in that.

Frannie and I stayed up late discussing on how I should approach this. I already knew I was breaking up with Jake, regardless of whatever excuse he makes up in his mind. And as for Erica, I was cancelling her out of my life. There was no debate on that.

After Frannie forced my out of bed, I got ready as best as I could. Frannie drove us to school ignoring my protest to drive. She said that I would have "killed us both" if I got behind the wheel. I rolled my eyes at that. During the whole car ride I felt queasy. I  really don't like confrontation and this is not assuring me at all. Frannie had to force my out the car.

So unfortunately we both walked to my locker, and conveniently the people who are the reason for my tears stood in front of my locker like nothing was wrong.

Swallowing the spit in my mouth, I walked towards them.

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So it's been more than a year since my last update. Really no excuse besides me not being invested in this story anymore or Jake Paul for a matter of fact. And not because of the stupid shit he has done recently, but for the fact that I have grown up a bit and no longer like the content he's posted. I really fell out of his videos two years ago  and just focused on school. I personally don't like Jake Paul anymore. So to conclude this story will have a maximum of  5-6 chapters left. Please don't get mad at me. It's just life. I do want to start writing again on here, so if you have any ship recommendations, I will love to write about one of them. If for some reason anyone is still reading this, thanks for sticking through with me.

Ciao @freedom654