My Only Spark ( Jessa Story)

Chapter 7- Wow

Tessa's P.O.V:

Oh my God! I kissed him and he kissed me. What am I supposed to think of this? I have know idea what just happened but, I am not complaining.

"Tessa," Jake said. "Umm," he stuttered.

I am not blaming him. I have no idea what to say either.

"This shouldn't have happened," he said quickly.

Well that is not what I wanted him to say at all.

"What?" I asked shocked. "I thought you liked it," I said.

"I did but, it's wrong. We shouldn't have done that. I have a girlfriend and I love her," he rushed.

"Alissa? But why? She's a bitch and a whore. Not to mention she has slept with all your friends-" 

"Wait, you've got to be kidding me!" he yelled cutting me off. "You're just like that rest of them! I can't believe you think that Alissa would cheat on me. She is the most loyal person in the world!" he yelled getting louder by the second.

"I didn't mean to-" I started.

"Of course you didn't mean to! That's what they all say! You're know different! Just a little bitch that I stupidly made a friend with!" he finished.

That hurt a lot. I never seen him get so angry before.

I started to cry. Real hard.

Jake finally calms down enough to see me crying my heart out. 

"Oh my God, I am such a shithead. Tessa I'm"

"Save it Jake. You've already made it clear how you feel about me," I said while getting up.

"No, Tessa don't do. I didn't mean it," he said trying to get me to stay.

"Of course you didn't mean it! You didn't mean to bully me. You didn't mean to leave me alone. You didn't mean to be my friend. You never mean anything," I whispered while sobbing.

I look up to see Jake on the verge of crying.

"This is not how our night was supposed to end," he said sighing.

"Yeah our friendship shouldn't have ended either but, here we are," I said walking out of the room.

"SHIT!" I hear him scream from the other side of the door. But I just ignored it

The Next Day

I walked to Erika's locker during free period, needing to tell someone about what happened yesterday. 

"So you're saying you kissed Jake and he kissed you back, but he said he didn't like it because of Alissa? Then you started to rant off about her leaving him to start yelling at you, ending with you leaving?" Erika asked.

"Yup. That pretty much sums it up," I said.

"Hey, Tessa. Can I talk to you?" Jake asked walking up to us.

"Um, I don't think that is a-,"

"She'll love to," Erika answers for me.

"What no! I didn't-" I get cut off again.

"Great follow me," he said while grabbing my hand.