My Only Spark ( Jessa Story)

Chapter 18

Tessa POV:

I can't believe what just happened. Jake didn't seem like the type of guy to just push himself on a girl, but he did.

I'm not ready for sex and I'm pretty sure I made that clear. It's not like I don't like Jake or anything and I wouldn't mind doing it in the future, it's just that we've just started dating and it's way too soon. I just need to clear my mind.

I sat in my room contemplating what just happened when I heard a knock on the door. I didn't want to talk to him at all. I don't want to seem like a person who hold grudges, but this situation calls for grudge holding.

"Tessa?" I heard him say.

I didn't even bother to answer.

"Tessa can I please come in," he asked again.

"Leave me alone,"

He tried opening my door, but of course I had already locked it.

I heard him sigh and heard his footsteps quietly walk away from the door. I thought he finally left me alone, but that of course is too much to ask for.

I heard a keys jingle and unlock my door.

"Of course you have keys to the door," I muttered.

"Tessa I am so sorry," he said ignoring my last comment.

I didn't look at him. Maybe if I just stare at the floor, he'd get the hint and walk away.

"Tessa, please look at me," he pleaded.

When I still wouldn't look he kneeled in front of me where I was gazing.

Of course he wouldn't leave. If he didn't go the first time why would he leave the second. He was always a stubborn mule.

(Prepare for sappiness)

"Tessa I'm so sorry. I should have never done that to you. I'm just a horny guy who needs sexual contact to calm down his manhood (😁😂😂). I never meant to hurt you. We are only a couple days into this relationship and I'm already trying to get with you. I understand if you want to take it slow and I will be happy to do that as long as your smiling," he said sincerely.

I almost broke into tears after all of those heartfelt words. I don't want to forgive him, but it would be to hard not to. It's not like he raped me and I wanted this to work as well.

"That meant a lot Jake. And your right. I'm not ready for sex yet especially since we just started dating. I want to take this relationship slow and build up what we had lost over the past years. As long as we can do that, we'll have a great relationship," I finished.

"I love you," he said shocking me.

That took me by surprise. I was so shocked I didn't say anything for a few moments. I guess I wasn't giving a good impression because Jake looked like he had already regret saying that.

"I love you too," I said recovering from that.

We leaned in and kissed.

PLEASE READ:

Awww😊😊😊 that was so cute. I'm happy that drama is over. Super sorry for not updating for a while. I'm going on vacation for my bday and I won't be able to update for a while. I'll still update just not a ton.

I think I'm going to end this story soon dramaticly though. If so there will be a sequel but like 10 chapters. I hope you guys enjoyed this

Peace~freedom654