As Long As You Love Me (A Connor Franta Fanfic)

Please Let Him Be Ok

I ran over to him and collapsed beside him. "Connor! Connor get up! Please!" I cried. I held him in my lap as the blood poured from his cuts.

"SOMEBODY DO SOMETHING!" I yelled. Cody was kneeling beside me and as soon as I screamed, he sprang up and ran to get his phone.

"Hello 911? I need an ambulance! NOW!!" he yelled into the phone. I just sat there, crying and begging for Connor to be ok.

A few minutes later, I was being pried away from Connor by a pair of strong arms. I kicked and screamed in protest then saw Cody in front of me instantly.

"Calm down! They are taking him to the hospital!" he said. "Let me go with him!" I yelled.

"Sorry Ma'am. Only family is allowed in the ambulance." an officer said to me.

"LET ME FUCKING GO WITH HIM!" I yelled louder this time.

"SASHA! Look, there were 2 guys that are riding with him. They said they were his brothers. They also told me to bring you to the hospital. Please calm down and come on." Cody said grabbing my wrist and dragging me out of the door before I could say anything.

I got in Cody's car and immediately broke down again. "C-Cody.. He's gonna be ok.. Right?" I asked, my whole body practically shaking.

"I honestly don't know... But if they can stop him from bleeding as much as he is, he should be fine." he said.

"B-But... What if they can't.." I asked slowly. Cody stayed silent and focused on the road. I laid my head on the window and tried to calm down. But the worst case scenarios kept playing in my mind, which made me cry even harder.

A few minutes later, Cody spoke quietly. "Sasha.. We're here."

I opened the door quickly and jumped out. I was stumbling a little, so Cody grabbed my hand and pulled me into the hospital.

I ran up to the desk and nearly screamed, "What room is Connor Franta in?!?"

"Who are you to him?" the lady asked annoyed. I was about to cuss her out, and I guess Cody could tell because he pushed me out of the way. "We're his cousins." he said nicely.

She checked her computer and said,"Please go sit in the waiting room down the hall."

"No. You don't understand! I need to see him now!" I yelled.

"He's in surgery right now. Please go sit down." she said, raising her voice. I was about to snap at her but Cody pulled me away, walking down a long hallway. He walked me into the waiting room and I saw Ricky, Trevor, and Sam. I ran into Ricky's arms and started crying all over again. He just held me until my breath was even again.

"Ricky.. He's gonna be alright right?" I asked, my voice quivering.

"Yes. I'm sure he'll be fine Sasha. He's taken a few hits before." he chuckled. "B-But this time it wasn't just hits." I said. Ricky looked at me confused. "You guys didn't see what happened?" I asked. The three boys shook their heads and looked at me, waiting for answers.

"Connor was drunk.. I know he was drunk because he could've totally taken that guy otherwise. But the other guy.. He had a broken glass bottle. He cut Connor up.. really bad." I said trying not to cry again.

The boys looked devastated and I saw one tear fall from Sam's eye. "But he'll still be ok. Right?" I asked getting even more worried.

"He'll be fine." Ricky said. But it sounded like he was trying to convince himself more than to convince me. I laid my head on Sam's shoulder, who was now sitting next to me. He wrapped his arm around me and rubbed small circles on my back with his hand. "Shhh.. He'll be ok. I promise." he whispered in my ear.

I tried to fall asleep but I couldn't. I wanted to believe Sam and Ricky, but I couldn't. I just wanted to hug Connor right now... But I couldn't.

I don't know what it was, but I just had a gut feeling that something was going to go horribly wrong...

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A/N

This was pretty much a filler! Sorry if it bored ya! Also, sorry for any mistakes!

I LOVE ALL OF YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACES!! Goodbye 😘

~Ms. Marie💙